fuck my life

[painandmyzery]

you can be beaten down only so much until you fall down and can't get back  up.

is this what defeat feels like?
is this what death is made of?

i have nothing to give.
no last words,
no sense of belonging,
no emotion.

lie on my back and take the last look at the world.

its your hands that holds the pistol grip that brings my redemption.

one request,
make my suffering end?