Jan 15, 2006 21:50
Well, tonight had been one hell of a time, hadn’t it? I looked down at Tara, now dressed and sleeping soundly and smiled to myself. It’d been a long time since I felt this good and I knew why; because it’d been a long time since I’d able to be myself, let the demon out to play, so to speak. I’d had fun tonight, and even though the night’s activities probably would’ve ended a little differently - most probably with me being a lot less hungry - in the old days, I was starting to feel like the big bad was back.
I’d been all wrong headed about this whole thing, I thought just ‘cause I couldn’t bite, couldn’t kill, meant I couldn’t be evil but I was wrong. I could be just as evil as I used to be, I just had to be a little smarter about it and I would, too. Oh yeah, I could see a fun future full of games to play with my sweet little Tara.
When I was dressed myself, I looked down at her and bent, placing a soft kiss on her lips before tucking her in soundly and looking about the room to make sure I hadn’t left any trace of myself.
For this to go according to the very vague plan that I had worked out, she’d have to believe when she woke up in the morning that what happened tonight had all been a nice little sex dream. God, bet she’d be bloody ashamed and guilty and all those nice things in the morning and the only downside to this whole thing was that I wouldn’t be around to see the aftermath.
Well, not the immediate aftermath, but I would be ‘round tomorrow night to get some more potion. I couldn’t wait to see the look on her face when she saw me, bet she’d blush bright bloody red, too. I’d like that, yeah, I’d like that a lot.
“See you tomorrow, Tara,” I whispered before heading to the door. I locked it from the inside and pulled it shut before walking quickly from the dorms, wouldn’t do for any of Tara’s little friends to see me and question her about it tomorrow, would it?
Think the order of the night right now was to get myself to a bar for a celebratory drink or five and then home for the rest of the night to figure out just exactly what I was going to do and say tomorrow night to help Tara along with her little crush on me.
The closer she got to me and the more fond she became the closer I got to getting this damn chip put out of commission and having my run of Sunnydale.
I couldn’t bloody wait.