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[ex_lovesbitc93]

Before I left the Bronze I’d taken another bottle of scotch from behind the bar and made fast work finishing it off as soon as I got back to the crypt. It meant, thankfully that I hadn’t had to deal with anymore of the…dreams, but it also meant that I didn’t remember a bloody thing about the night before, at least after I left the bronze

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[sexytarawitch]

I was starting to think that I spent more time at the library then I did back at the dorm's anymore. I didn't have classes today but I was still here well past sunset, which was one thing I try to avoid when at all possible

[ex_lovesbitc93]

I was so sodding happy that I was almost whistling while I walked. Almost. Didn’t really promote stealth, whistling, and I really wanted to catch Buffy when she was--

"Hey, h-how are you doing?"

I stopped in my tracks. Bloody hell, I’d been so preoccupied with finding Buffy, and what I was going to do to her when I found her that I hadn’t even noticed the bird. Suddenly I realised, I was going to have to find some way to get out of this damn spell…then again, maybe I could use sweet little Glinda. Practice on her before I went to find Buffy, you know, just to make sure that the chip was definitely dead.

“Hi there, pet,” I said with a small smile. “Bit late, was just coming to see you. Everything ready, then?”

She smiled and fumbled with her books a bit so I took them off her and she ducked her head shyly. Oh yeah, I was starting to think she’d be a real nice entrée. Maybe I’d even play with her a bit first.

[sexytarawitch]

I smiled and thanked him quietly as he took my books. "Thanks." I shifted my bag and held onto the straps, pulling and shifting it up on my shoulders, trying to move the weight to a different part of my body.

"It's ok, I got everything...it's all here. I picked up the herbs at the shop this morning." He gave me a worried look and I smiled softly and placed my hand on his arm for a second. "It's ok, M-Mister Giles didn't ask me any questions, the herb's I got could very easily be used for a sleeping or concentration spell."

Cracking my neck again we headed towards the dorm's in silence. "I'm up this way, n-not too far." We turned down one of the path's and I shifted slightly, feeling a bit uncomfortable but not uneasy, I guess after last night I wasn't sure what to say to Spike, we never really had conversations or anything before. "S-spike? Thanks, you know f-for last night..." I glanced at him and blushed slightly. "The company was...it was nice."

[ex_lovesbitc93]

When she said she got the herbs from the Magic Box that morning I got a little worried. I really didn’t want it spread around that I was…having the problem I was having and how did she get the damn stuff without him knowing what they were for?

"It's ok, M-Mister Giles didn't ask me any questions, the herb's I got could very easily be used for a sleeping or concentration spell."

Thank bloody god. I was starting to warm to the idea of playing with her a might and so I really didn’t want to have to make good on my promise of ripping her head off if she told anyone.

"S-spike? Thanks, you know f-for last night...The company was...it was nice."

Yeah, she was a real cutie. I was starting to get hungry and wouldn’t you know it? Even a little horny.

“Yeah, seems we were both needing a bit of that last night,” I said, and it was actually the truth. “So, you sorted out your problem yet then?” I asked as she stopped in front of what must be her room and began to rummage around in her bag for her key.

[sexytarawitch]

We headed up the stairs to my floor in silence, shifting my purse so I could pull out my key's. My mind started going over the list that I had in my bag for the spell, trying to remember if I had everything I needed. I went over the list twice before I left the shop this afternoon and I had everything then. I just needed to stop being so nervous, it was a simple spell, nothing big do it.

“Yeah, seems we were both needing a bit of that last night...So, you sorted out your problem yet then?”Glancing up at him I shrugged a bit. "Not sure, things...it just feels strange." I admited, looking back into my bag for my key's. "I've been researching your spell and I haven't...there hasn't been time to think about other stuff really." Finally finding my key's I pull them out of my bag and unlock my door, stepping through and looking back at him. "You can c-come in Spike...I ummm invite you..." I think that's how this works, I've never had to invie a vampire anywhere before

[ex_lovesbitc93]

"You can c-come in Spike...I ummm invite you..."

God, this was going to be so bloody easy, I thought as I walked through the door into her small, girly dorm room.

"Do you umm w-want anything? S-sorry I don't have blood or anything...I didn't think."

I felt that telltale tingle start up inside my gut when she said that. Anything I wanted? She had something I wanted alright. I wanted to sink my fangs into that pretty china doll skin of hers and drink my fill, I was even thinking about having my way with her first. God, it’d been an age since I’d forced a girl like her, since I’d heard them whimper and cry beneath me as I put it to them.

Christ, I was starting to get myself worked up now, and I had to remember, Buffy was the main attraction. No sense in wasting too much energy on the warm up act, was there?

“No thanks love,” I said. “The spell’s the main thing I want from you tonight.”

I always had been a good liar.

[magick_goddess]

I nodded and started to move books around and pull a few herbs listed on the pages from my shelf. "This...it shouldn't take long so I won't cut into your night." I pulled the sage off of the shelf and brought everything to the foot of my bed.

Sitting onto the floor I started to pull herbs out of their bags."You can sit, it w-won't take long and I'll show you h-how to use it." He sat down on the bed behind me and I shifted so I faced him a bit. "Take a spoonful every night or...well before bed and it will keep the dreams away. After a while it keeps you from having them all together." I glanced up at him. "Once you get to that point you can slowly stop taking this and then you should be better."

I smiled at him before looking back down and pulling the rest of the herbs from the other bags and putting them into my mixing bowl. "Almost done." I murmured softly picking up my grinder and starting to press all the dry herbs in the bowl.

[ex_lovesbitc93]

I sat down behind her, half listening as she prattled on about how to use the spell but really, the only thing I could think about was how good she smelt, and how good her blood probably tasted. Warm and full of power…

"Once you get to that point you can slowly stop taking this and then you should be better."

She glanced up at me and I schooled my expression from predatory to interested. She didn’t seem to notice so I suppose it worked.

"Almost done." She said, turning away again and I realised this was my chance. Quietly slipping into game face I moved towards her slowly. She had her pretty hair swept over one side of her shoulder so one side of her smooth, pale neck was bared. My stomach rumbled and my cock hardened as I moved towards her

[magick_goddess]

There was movement on the bed and I figured that Spike was just getting comfortable as I started to work on adding the oil and water to the powder mixture. Humming softly to myself I continued to slowly make the mix, hoping he wouldn't complain too much about the taste.

I heard him cry out and the bedframe cracked making me spin around to see what the problem was. "Spike?" I watched him fall off the bed and hold his head tightly. "The chip..." I got up quickly, hearing the bowl fall and shatter on the floor as I hurried over to him. "Are you ok?"

Moving closer to him, I helped him sit up and I ran my hand over his head, sitting close and wondering if he was really ok or not. "Spike?" I questioned him softly. "H-has...is there something w-wrong with the chip? Are you ok?" Maybe it was broken or breaking and it was starting to hurt him. We'd have to get him help.

[ex_lovesbitc93]

Bloody hell, the last thing I needed was her fawning over me. The pain coupled with the disappointment that the chip was still working was almost too much to bear. I felt like fucking crying…or I mean, I felt like smashing everything within arms grasp to splinters.

"H-has...is there something w-wrong with the chip? Are you ok?"Something wrong with the chip? Yeah, there was something wrong with the chip; it’s whole fucking existence was what was wrong

[magick_goddess]

Slowly I helped him up onto his feet so he could sit on the edge of the bed, I moved over to the mini fridge and brought him back a bottled water. "Here." I sat it next to him as I sat on my knees next to the bed to see if he was ok.

“Yeah...Think there might be, pet...It’s been going off sometimes; you know when I’m just sitting watching telly or something.”

"Why didn't you tell me?" I questioned him quietly, wiping a bit of blood from his chin and realizing he must have bitten his tongue when he got shocked. "This is more important then dreams Spike, even if they bother you."

“S’pose it’ll kill me one of these days, probably no less than I deserve though.”

I felt bad for him and even though he might be right about thinking he deserved it, it shouldn't happen to him. Spike was one of the only people that I seem to be friends with just because, not because I'm Willow's girlfriend. "No you don't. I don't know h-how to fix this though..." I whispered softly, reaching over and opening the water bottle and handing it to him.

[ex_lovesbitc93]

"No you don't. I don't know h-how to fix this though..." She said, handing me a bottle of water which I took out of politeness.

She could find a way though, I knew she could… if I was persuasive enough.

“Yeah, but you could find out though couldn’t you? Powerful, you are, I know you could find a way to fix it.” I sighed and took a swig of the water, the coolness of it running down my throat actually felt good for a moment.

“Thing is,” I started. “I’ve started to see the world a different way with this thing in my head. Now the idea of killing and… well, I want to make up for the monster I once was,” I looked at her sadly. God, I’d turn into Angel if I wasn’t careful, spouting this bullshit. “Can’t do that if I’m a pile of dust, can I?”

I ducked my head, feigning embarrassment and said softly.

“Don’t tell anyone what I said, let’s just do the spell and forget about it, yeah?”

[magick_goddess]

“Yeah, but you could find out though couldn’t you? Powerful, you are, I know you could find a way to fix it.”

"Well..." I felt uneasy doing magick that in-depth right now, especially after I nearly hurt the people I love. "I don't...I don't think so Spike, that's something that's not really magick..." I wouldn't even know what books to look in and I don't think that Mr. Giles would appreciate me even asking about such books and he's the only one that I can think of that would know where to look.

“Thing is, I’ve started to see the world a different way with this thing in my head. Now the idea of killing and… well, I want to make up for the monster I once was...Can’t do that if I’m a pile of dust, can I?”I might seem inexperienced and not very wise but I can't help but feel the small twinge of being manipulated at his words. He might as well have come out - again - and told me to take it out or find a way to

[ex_lovesbitc93]

Couldn’t tell if she bought it or not. She was a smart one, but I was sure that with a little bit of coaxing I could get her to see things my way, the question was though, what kind of coaxing would she need