oh snap!

[pain_is_forever]

well things have changed just a little. uhmm I don't know how i'm going to explain everything to Sydney though. i mean i love her to death but i'm kinda with someone that she liked. I wish there was an easy way to tell her that i'm with him and that i really like him but there is no way. she's only gonna be hurt and well i don't want to do that. cause she's like my little sis. i guess i'm just gonna have to brake down and tell her everything. it's not going to be easy but it has to be done.
On the other hand i'm kinda mad at her cause well bruce....my bf....picked her up from school and was taking her home and like she got mad that i was still in the car or something i don't know and well she had dropped her phone in the toilet and was pissed and it wouldn't work and shit and well she threw it and it hit the windsheild and well it's broke. like it looks like someone punched the window. the car has a black eye. but it's ok cause we're trying not to make a big deal about it. but bruce wants sydney to pay for some of it. not all of it cause were making here pay for it not her dad her, and well we don't want to take all of it.
but yea i'm with bruce i like him alot. i quit smoking and stuff and drinking and well it's for the better, i mean he's good for me and well he's hot so it's all good. well i guess thats all for now. bi lauren!