fuck karma? maybe?
i just feel so blah. i dont know i feel like whenever something good happens in my life something counter-acts it. i guess its from some cosmic balance or something but i feel like i can never truly be happy for more than a short while before something messes it up. i wish i could describe it better but oddly im not in a very poetic mood. hopefully ill be able to think of something to describe this feelings that words deprive me of. well i guess thats about it for now. ill try to post a more interesting kind of entry tomorrow.