whY do i Fee| |ikE he haTes mE? :(
shew.. well I'm just updating to talk about Micah..*{ tears roling down face } sorry but i gotta get this stuff out and off my chest...anyone got any suggestions or anything to say...let me know-
why do I feel like he hates me now? He seems like hes so different like he don't want us to be together anymore.. but if I say somethin about him not wantin us to be together he gets mad and says that I shouldn't say stupid stuff lke at* but to me its not stupid b/c I really wanna/ need to no how he feels...* I LOVE HIM TO DEATH... but he don't really show his feelings for me that much anymore ...especially when people are around?? and when I say stuff bout him actin different he gets mad and say I do the same thing..but when my friends are around i'm just as nice to him as I always am..and act no different...*
I just wanna know what I've done to him or he if just doesn't like me anymore...???? maybe he is tared of me...or maybe he thinks we spend to much time together? but if he did I wished he tell me? and we could stop seein each other so much..does he think we need a break? {not that thats what I want} but i don't think i could ever spend to much time w/ him..* he just makes me so happy when we're together..nad i just love bein w/ him :)
I wished we could go back to the way we used to be..*: )shew those days were so good :) I MISS EM :( we used to never fight..and always got along so good..- he used to seem so happy now he's seems like hes miserable..* but I'm not as happy as I used to be either. ..because all we do is argue..not bad..but don't get along as good as we did..* i don't know whats happening to us..? are we falling apart? am I about to lose the best thing in my life? I'm tore all to pieces over this..all i can do is sit here and cry and think of what I can do to make it better..and be the way it used too- i don't want nothin to happen between us..it would kill me so bad ..* I wouldn't know what to do- :( thats the last thing I ever want to happen-
I don't know what to do..or what to say? i'm afraid to talk to him b/c he's already mad enough and I don't wanna make it worse..* but i feel like thats whats best..but sometimes I'm afraid of what he'll say -shew I need help..and a good shoulder to lean and cry on..*someone who knows how it feels and would be here for me and knew exactly what i should do/say to make it better..* and wouldn't have to worry that what i's doing is wrong...I NEed someone to talk to me and help me through this..* hes usually the one I cry to and talk to..but i can't really talk to him about this..b/c hes thinks its stupid and that I shouldn't say stuff like that..b/c I should know he loves me? but why don't he act the same then? i need help BADLY..*
I LOVE YOU MICAH...I hope things get bette between us..* i hate fightin/arguin w/ you..* thats not what we do..* we always get along..and are supposed to be happy together :) what HAPPENED?
leave some help/support - I COULD REALLY USE IT-
why do I feel like he hates me now? He seems like hes so different like he don't want us to be together anymore.. but if I say somethin about him not wantin us to be together he gets mad and says that I shouldn't say stupid stuff lke at* but to me its not stupid b/c I really wanna/ need to no how he feels...* I LOVE HIM TO DEATH... but he don't really show his feelings for me that much anymore ...especially when people are around?? and when I say stuff bout him actin different he gets mad and say I do the same thing..but when my friends are around i'm just as nice to him as I always am..and act no different...*
I just wanna know what I've done to him or he if just doesn't like me anymore...???? maybe he is tared of me...or maybe he thinks we spend to much time together? but if he did I wished he tell me? and we could stop seein each other so much..does he think we need a break? {not that thats what I want} but i don't think i could ever spend to much time w/ him..* he just makes me so happy when we're together..nad i just love bein w/ him :)
I wished we could go back to the way we used to be..*: )shew those days were so good :) I MISS EM :( we used to never fight..and always got along so good..- he used to seem so happy now he's seems like hes miserable..* but I'm not as happy as I used to be either. ..because all we do is argue..not bad..but don't get along as good as we did..* i don't know whats happening to us..? are we falling apart? am I about to lose the best thing in my life? I'm tore all to pieces over this..all i can do is sit here and cry and think of what I can do to make it better..and be the way it used too- i don't want nothin to happen between us..it would kill me so bad ..* I wouldn't know what to do- :( thats the last thing I ever want to happen-
I don't know what to do..or what to say? i'm afraid to talk to him b/c he's already mad enough and I don't wanna make it worse..* but i feel like thats whats best..but sometimes I'm afraid of what he'll say -shew I need help..and a good shoulder to lean and cry on..*someone who knows how it feels and would be here for me and knew exactly what i should do/say to make it better..* and wouldn't have to worry that what i's doing is wrong...I NEed someone to talk to me and help me through this..* hes usually the one I cry to and talk to..but i can't really talk to him about this..b/c hes thinks its stupid and that I shouldn't say stuff like that..b/c I should know he loves me? but why don't he act the same then? i need help BADLY..*
I LOVE YOU MICAH...I hope things get bette between us..* i hate fightin/arguin w/ you..* thats not what we do..* we always get along..and are supposed to be happy together :) what HAPPENED?
leave some help/support - I COULD REALLY USE IT-