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had a panic attack. went back to the hospital. feel like a lonely dumbass. On tranquilizers. Wanting to come home sooner. Not going to happen. Who knows what's next? Yay for growing up. Still NO regrets though, it all happens for a reason. I jsut need to get through this so I can see the reason. Most likely coming to Calgary or Edmonton once I egt back in the country. I think I've overdone it once again, like the drama friend I am. Needing friends, family, and love. sigh.