What to think?

[paganmudslide]

We inadvertently came to a coffee shop in Seattle that is currently filming a commercial. Fat, unattractive me and my companions are ignored while camera operators wait for attractive customers to come in. They want to film the young, slim people enjoying coffee here, and not us. We have literally been in the center of this damn place while the filmmakers take pains with the lighting and camera angles, making sure we are not in shot. We stubbornly refuse to leave and stubbornly refuse to move. they have no asked us to leave outright, they just sigh and lament to themselves that they cannot film the middle of the shop with its luxe leather chairs and reading circle. Because two fat people are sitting there with another guy, crocheting.

I am wondering if I care. I know I am not attractive, I am slightly bothered by this chain of events but at the same time I don't give a shit. Fuck these hipster douchebags and their filming. This one skinny punk is wearing suspenders, an ironic t-shirt of a pig with a monocle and a double-breasted trench coat.

I know I am not nice to look at, sometimes I wish I didnt get so many reminders of it.