not sure what to write
I feel like I want to update, but I'm not sure what to put down. Not a whole lot is changing right now. Still working for Dillard's, still not going to school, still wondering why my so-called "friends" from my classes haven't bothered to try to find out where the hell I've been. Then again, maybe word has gotten out that I dropped out, or maybe their not all as dumb as I thought they were. Either way, it's no big deal. There are really only two or three people that I can say I'll miss from UT. I have my true friends with me all the time, and I don't need anybody else.
Speaking of those two, things just keep getting better and better. We have the nights where we just sit and talk and share and relive the past and laugh and have a good time and it's the best thing ever. I don't need anything else in life but my family and those two, and really, they're family.
So, apparently I am spearheading or involved somehow in a revolution. Well, not really. It's more like a revelation. An eye-opening experience. You know who I'm talking about, damn it. I find the whole situation incredibly amusing in that cosmic, ironic sort of way, and it's just hysterical. That's right, I'm fighting to bring down the oppressive regime and ring in a new era and a new leader.
Wow, I don't make any sense at all. I mean I'm really fuckin' retarded.
Not the point. The point is that my life is great and that Shea and Ryan are THE coolest people ever and THE best friends I've ever had. I got to thinking about that today. I'm closer to them than I've ever been to anyone, and that's really saying something, because I've been known to put my all into relationships.
Shea Webber is in love, and that is wonderful. And she's picked a great guy to fall in love with. Good old Brendt. Probably one of the quietest people I've ever met, but that's okay. I think Shea is extroverted enough for the both of them. Now if only Ryan and I could find some lovely ladies to love, then we could complete this twisted group and be a crazy disfunctional family. Ryan, one day you'll meet a girl who isn't a total bitch. And maybe, just maybe, one day I'll meet a girl. Period.
Until the next time I come to bore you and rot your mind from the inside out,
-Charlie
Speaking of those two, things just keep getting better and better. We have the nights where we just sit and talk and share and relive the past and laugh and have a good time and it's the best thing ever. I don't need anything else in life but my family and those two, and really, they're family.
So, apparently I am spearheading or involved somehow in a revolution. Well, not really. It's more like a revelation. An eye-opening experience. You know who I'm talking about, damn it. I find the whole situation incredibly amusing in that cosmic, ironic sort of way, and it's just hysterical. That's right, I'm fighting to bring down the oppressive regime and ring in a new era and a new leader.
Wow, I don't make any sense at all. I mean I'm really fuckin' retarded.
Not the point. The point is that my life is great and that Shea and Ryan are THE coolest people ever and THE best friends I've ever had. I got to thinking about that today. I'm closer to them than I've ever been to anyone, and that's really saying something, because I've been known to put my all into relationships.
Shea Webber is in love, and that is wonderful. And she's picked a great guy to fall in love with. Good old Brendt. Probably one of the quietest people I've ever met, but that's okay. I think Shea is extroverted enough for the both of them. Now if only Ryan and I could find some lovely ladies to love, then we could complete this twisted group and be a crazy disfunctional family. Ryan, one day you'll meet a girl who isn't a total bitch. And maybe, just maybe, one day I'll meet a girl. Period.
Until the next time I come to bore you and rot your mind from the inside out,
-Charlie