Life and its Drama
Once in everyones life they have the chance to meet someone that will change things for them forever. In that same person everyone has the chance to find true love. Almost everyone looks for this person and searches through many of relationships only to find some semblance of what they are missing out on. The only problem with some people is they find something very similar to that and close themselves off to the truth. I have seen many of people act like fools in the past few years.
For myself I have known her and proposed to her, the day she said yes was the happiest day I have ever experienced in my life. It was the first day I have ever been at a loss for words and the one of few times I have ever been so nerves that I have ever been tongue tied. Most of my life I have forced my way through things and have taken blows from some of the same people I have called friends. Now that we are close to the fact of having everything set for the wedding I feel more and more stress, also I think of a lot of things that might be wrong and a lot of that is me just trying to give a reason to not allow myself to be dragged in to something that is scaring me to the core. I look at her and I see the future with her I can't imagine not spending the rest of my life without her. I fear that some of my fears may have slipped out in the resent few months and could have something to do with my fears. Now we all know that given time to think and allow me nothing else to do and I can come up with some really out-landish things.
Oh well things seem to be going well between us and maybe things is just my fears trying to control things or maybe its nothing at all but false fears?? Who knows, what I do know is she is here everyday and holding,kissing, looking into her eyes feel so right. For those feelings alone I will always stand up for her.
For myself I have known her and proposed to her, the day she said yes was the happiest day I have ever experienced in my life. It was the first day I have ever been at a loss for words and the one of few times I have ever been so nerves that I have ever been tongue tied. Most of my life I have forced my way through things and have taken blows from some of the same people I have called friends. Now that we are close to the fact of having everything set for the wedding I feel more and more stress, also I think of a lot of things that might be wrong and a lot of that is me just trying to give a reason to not allow myself to be dragged in to something that is scaring me to the core. I look at her and I see the future with her I can't imagine not spending the rest of my life without her. I fear that some of my fears may have slipped out in the resent few months and could have something to do with my fears. Now we all know that given time to think and allow me nothing else to do and I can come up with some really out-landish things.
Oh well things seem to be going well between us and maybe things is just my fears trying to control things or maybe its nothing at all but false fears?? Who knows, what I do know is she is here everyday and holding,kissing, looking into her eyes feel so right. For those feelings alone I will always stand up for her.