Getting over it
Wow. Surprisingly, I'm starting to get over Nikki. Wow. It's wierd, I felt like I'd never get over her. Because she was my first real break up, so it was even more hard on me. I still find myself thinking about her still. I still talk about her, and ask what she's doing from friends. I still get jealous over her and Nick. I still hate that guys guts. Fucking douche bag! He's a loser that's not going to go anywhere in life, why? Cause he's 21, still living with his mom, drives his moms car, doesn't have a job, isnt' really going to college (online courses from GCC?). He's just going to drag nikki into a hole.
Anywhoo, enough of the shit talking. I just hope she's happy with her choice. Choosing him over me. She said she really loved me, so it must have been a hard choice for her. And, quite honestly, I hope he's happy with her too. that is if they ever go out. and for those of you who know about them, it's pretty inevitable. Even though he's 21 and she's 17...ew... He just better treat her well, cause he wont' know what'll happen if he hurts her. I do hate him still.
Anywhoo, enough of the shit talking. I just hope she's happy with her choice. Choosing him over me. She said she really loved me, so it must have been a hard choice for her. And, quite honestly, I hope he's happy with her too. that is if they ever go out. and for those of you who know about them, it's pretty inevitable. Even though he's 21 and she's 17...ew... He just better treat her well, cause he wont' know what'll happen if he hurts her. I do hate him still.