I'm just so tired of everything. I really would like to get this school stuff done, and ideally get a job in which I can telecommute (which I can't right now) with a high volume of work that's not high stress (or vice versa).

One can dream I guess.

bleh, i'm fucked up in the head.

i wonder what it would've been like to go down the other road, to take the other pill, to open a different door

so i'm going to get a minor in economics.

I still love her so much...

I guess its not mutual. I just wish I could go back in time and change things. God I fucked up.

So... working on my mach-o on Linux suite of programs. For those of you who don't know Mac OS X uses an executable file format called Mach-O. This can't be run under linux, which sucks, cause if I could (and had some libraries) then I could technically run WoW and ventrilo natively under Linux (in theory). So I've begun the en devour of building ( Read more... )

drunken party time?

i think i'm going to apply for a second job over at marrakesh (the local hookah cafe) since i've got a lot of time and i feel poor.

So I've experienced this little twitch in my legs whenever I smoke a lot of hokah, I think it's because I'm sort of dehydrated but when I get up my legs start to give out and twitch. Basically making it impossible to stand. Usually if I lay down for 10-15mins it goes away, but today I couldn't make it to my bed, fell on my ass in the doorway. I ( Read more... )

so yeah i just renewed my subscription, but not because I really wanted to play, but more that I was too lazy to ask someone to log onto my PC and check the performance ( Read more... )