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I'm so depressed. I'm not really even sure why anymore. I woke up this morning crying, and couldn't bring myself to move. I fell back asleep after an hour or so, and then got up this afternoon after the fourth or fifth nightmare. My night terrors have been really bad as of late. I haven't gone a night without one in over two weeks. I'm so tired of being depressed. I want to just curl into a ball and scream the world away. I want to forget everything, forget my childhood, forget all of my mistakes. I'm such a fucking idiot. I wish I would just die already.