Betrayal most vile…
What do you do when your preconceptions about life vanish? What do you do when the last source of trust fails? Who do you turn to when the almighty betrays?...
I cant deal with this right now… I need a drink!
*later*
I should perhaps explain this (I donno that anyone reads this thing so maybe not) I found out today that Pers got married last year sometime any of you who know me know what a blow this is to me. And if you don’t I’ve waiting seven years for God to pull a loaf of bread out of thin air and instead to get a rock to the head. I don’t know if I can Trust God after this one I really don’t… I’m just being honest. There’s a very long and quite strange story that goes with all of this ask me sometime I might tell ya. Here’s the irony for you I never wanted much but to live a quite simple life instead I end up in the real life version of days of our lives. The really, really odd thing is I’d been doing better so very much better with God and prior to this morning for the first time in years I had real honest to God hope that this thing would pull out. I have to say this is somewhat typical though, just when you think the Calvary’s over the next rise and that you might get a chance at something good out of life. it all blows up in your face, and I got to say I’m sick of it as frankly we were promised trail and tribulation that is true but we were also promised victory. I’ve seen very little of that to be sure. So here’s the update my life sucks (like that’s news) !
I cant deal with this right now… I need a drink!
*later*
I should perhaps explain this (I donno that anyone reads this thing so maybe not) I found out today that Pers got married last year sometime any of you who know me know what a blow this is to me. And if you don’t I’ve waiting seven years for God to pull a loaf of bread out of thin air and instead to get a rock to the head. I don’t know if I can Trust God after this one I really don’t… I’m just being honest. There’s a very long and quite strange story that goes with all of this ask me sometime I might tell ya. Here’s the irony for you I never wanted much but to live a quite simple life instead I end up in the real life version of days of our lives. The really, really odd thing is I’d been doing better so very much better with God and prior to this morning for the first time in years I had real honest to God hope that this thing would pull out. I have to say this is somewhat typical though, just when you think the Calvary’s over the next rise and that you might get a chance at something good out of life. it all blows up in your face, and I got to say I’m sick of it as frankly we were promised trail and tribulation that is true but we were also promised victory. I’ve seen very little of that to be sure. So here’s the update my life sucks (like that’s news) !