good day :::grins:::
today was def. fun, amazingly.. this morning i hung out w/ casey, rob, and george, who were all out of their minds by the way, and it was fun. we walked all around the school lookin for somethin to do.. then the bell rung.
i had my english midterm 1st.. it was alright, i passed... i hope.
then we had a break thing, and megan and i walked around and talked to jared and penner and rob and... other people.
then i had chorus... i love our song 'Deo Dicamus Gratias '... its pretty. so is ' Shenandoah ' so its all good!
after chorus i had gym.. i had a volleyball test, which was semi-easy... i didnt study.. oh well... then we played and i ROCK! haha
while we were waitin to be dismissed at the end of the day, anthony came in... and he started talkin to dominic, so i started talkin to him... and they are sooo fuckin funny!! whew, anyways!! im not gonna say anymore about that subject, but it was awesome, it made my day.
anthony sat w/ me on the bus, megan and ben were behind us, ryan was beside us... i hadnt talked to ryan in like, 2 years... it was cool. megan and i were jokin around about us doin it together or somethin and the next thing i knew, ryan was like ' wait wait wait! i havent talked to either of you in a long time, are you 2 lesbians together?! ' it was funny... megan was like, ' maybe!! ' and i go ' thats for us to kno, and for you to find out later ' haha, i crack myself up.
Megan Lynn: you and anthony look so cute together
hehe, i try. i was layin on his back on the bus today, he told me im not very good at hittin on him... that was the best i could do.. no not really, but a lot of people were there. then he got to go on my bus for the rest of the ride home, after everyone switched. it was great. i told him i had another urge to kiss him and hes all like ' i kno, im so irresistabe ' haha, ya kno...
my day was goin great.. then i got home, and dan called. well, his friend matt called. matt handed the phone to dan and i could tell that he was high. it doesnt bother me as much anymore cause i do it to, he just said that he wouldnt. but whatever. he started accusin me of hidin shit from him so i started yellin at him, sayin ' what the fuck do i have to hide from you?! ' and hes all like ' see, you are.. ' or whatever.. omg i dont even care anymore. rob told me that i need to stop tellin dan bullshit but i cant... hes so depressed and i dont want to make it worse, and he told me that i cant save the world.. he told me that i need to start payin more attention to my own depression and not to dans. the thing is, im not depressed anymore. dan was the one bringin me down. and its still like that when i talk to him. my day went to shit after he called and i didnt feel like myself. i got back to the old andrea.. the depressed one.. and i hated it.. i dont even kno why he makes me so upset.
well, imma go do somethin productive.. prolly not, but imma go do somethin... haha, later
<3
andrea
i had my english midterm 1st.. it was alright, i passed... i hope.
then we had a break thing, and megan and i walked around and talked to jared and penner and rob and... other people.
then i had chorus... i love our song 'Deo Dicamus Gratias '... its pretty. so is ' Shenandoah ' so its all good!
after chorus i had gym.. i had a volleyball test, which was semi-easy... i didnt study.. oh well... then we played and i ROCK! haha
while we were waitin to be dismissed at the end of the day, anthony came in... and he started talkin to dominic, so i started talkin to him... and they are sooo fuckin funny!! whew, anyways!! im not gonna say anymore about that subject, but it was awesome, it made my day.
anthony sat w/ me on the bus, megan and ben were behind us, ryan was beside us... i hadnt talked to ryan in like, 2 years... it was cool. megan and i were jokin around about us doin it together or somethin and the next thing i knew, ryan was like ' wait wait wait! i havent talked to either of you in a long time, are you 2 lesbians together?! ' it was funny... megan was like, ' maybe!! ' and i go ' thats for us to kno, and for you to find out later ' haha, i crack myself up.
Megan Lynn: you and anthony look so cute together
hehe, i try. i was layin on his back on the bus today, he told me im not very good at hittin on him... that was the best i could do.. no not really, but a lot of people were there. then he got to go on my bus for the rest of the ride home, after everyone switched. it was great. i told him i had another urge to kiss him and hes all like ' i kno, im so irresistabe ' haha, ya kno...
my day was goin great.. then i got home, and dan called. well, his friend matt called. matt handed the phone to dan and i could tell that he was high. it doesnt bother me as much anymore cause i do it to, he just said that he wouldnt. but whatever. he started accusin me of hidin shit from him so i started yellin at him, sayin ' what the fuck do i have to hide from you?! ' and hes all like ' see, you are.. ' or whatever.. omg i dont even care anymore. rob told me that i need to stop tellin dan bullshit but i cant... hes so depressed and i dont want to make it worse, and he told me that i cant save the world.. he told me that i need to start payin more attention to my own depression and not to dans. the thing is, im not depressed anymore. dan was the one bringin me down. and its still like that when i talk to him. my day went to shit after he called and i didnt feel like myself. i got back to the old andrea.. the depressed one.. and i hated it.. i dont even kno why he makes me so upset.
well, imma go do somethin productive.. prolly not, but imma go do somethin... haha, later
<3
andrea