COMMENT DAMNIT!!!
so i def. dont like that guy anymore. ive heard, from a reliable source, that he got all he wanted from this one girl then got bored and told everybody what they did and stopped talking to her. i dont fuckin care anymore. everythings so, blah, and im done dealing with shit. i just need to smoke a fat one and call it good.
i got some birthday presents from megan, alycia, and ronnie today :::grins::: i cant wait till thursday!!
i dont know if hes reading this or not, if you are, hey... and this is how i really feel. this is a shocker, ha, but i miss anthony... yes, he can be an asshole, but theres something there that draws me back to him. they say your first love is never really over and its true, i still love him... i always and i always will i guess... id like to start all over with him, because i put him through a lot of shit way back when, and then maybe start a relationship with him. but he doesnt want to. hes told me. he says im good for making secrets with, but at the same time he misses spending time with me... i dunno, but i totally fucked things up last time so i highly doubt that anything more will happen, oh well... :::sigh:::
ive talked to dan once since he left... im slowly getting over him, partly because i put everything in my room that reminded me of him in a box and shoved it under my bed. i wont see that for a while... and i rearranged my room cause it reminded me of him, and having my bed right next the window got cold.
class is almost out, later
<3andria
i got some birthday presents from megan, alycia, and ronnie today :::grins::: i cant wait till thursday!!
i dont know if hes reading this or not, if you are, hey... and this is how i really feel. this is a shocker, ha, but i miss anthony... yes, he can be an asshole, but theres something there that draws me back to him. they say your first love is never really over and its true, i still love him... i always and i always will i guess... id like to start all over with him, because i put him through a lot of shit way back when, and then maybe start a relationship with him. but he doesnt want to. hes told me. he says im good for making secrets with, but at the same time he misses spending time with me... i dunno, but i totally fucked things up last time so i highly doubt that anything more will happen, oh well... :::sigh:::
ive talked to dan once since he left... im slowly getting over him, partly because i put everything in my room that reminded me of him in a box and shoved it under my bed. i wont see that for a while... and i rearranged my room cause it reminded me of him, and having my bed right next the window got cold.
class is almost out, later
<3andria