The Mood doesnt only mean one thing ya know?
I wish people wouldnt assume. Judgments being handed out as if they knew all. Whatever...
Strange things in the world, stranger things yet to come i suppose. So many questions seem to be running through my head and i dont really know all the answers.
"I ask for wealth, I ask for fame.
I ask for glory to shine on my name.
I ask for love, I can possess,
I ask for God and His angels to bless me..."
"I ask for nothing, I can get by...
But I know so many less lucky than I.
God help my people, we look to you still.
God help the outcasts, or nobody will."
Hmm regret and desire...which outweighs the other? And for that matter making the wrong choice seems like there is so much weighing on it that the mere possiblity of trouble is destructive. I'm sick of being the grown up...i dont wanna play parent anymore..i miss being a kid again.
I guess people have a general idea of what they will do. I dont understand things...lots of things. And i dont like this mood i have been getting into for the past few days. Shoot it's been about a week now. What was it that set it off? What stole my rose colored glasses? The slap of fresh reality isnt very pleasant. Sad but true. Accepting fate is easier than expected i find.
PHONEY PEOPLE COME TO PRAY!
Lord thats what it all boils down to anyway...
I dont wanna get hurt by anyone around me right now...and i definitly dont wanna hurt anyone. I want to give advice but i dont know how without seeming partial. Maybe my opinion is just rude...maybe i am a bitch at heart. I hope not. It's really not as bad as it seems though. Just keep swimming and all. I'm gonna go get a good nights rest now and wait to look at it all thru tomorrows eye's
Strange things in the world, stranger things yet to come i suppose. So many questions seem to be running through my head and i dont really know all the answers.
"I ask for wealth, I ask for fame.
I ask for glory to shine on my name.
I ask for love, I can possess,
I ask for God and His angels to bless me..."
"I ask for nothing, I can get by...
But I know so many less lucky than I.
God help my people, we look to you still.
God help the outcasts, or nobody will."
Hmm regret and desire...which outweighs the other? And for that matter making the wrong choice seems like there is so much weighing on it that the mere possiblity of trouble is destructive. I'm sick of being the grown up...i dont wanna play parent anymore..i miss being a kid again.
I guess people have a general idea of what they will do. I dont understand things...lots of things. And i dont like this mood i have been getting into for the past few days. Shoot it's been about a week now. What was it that set it off? What stole my rose colored glasses? The slap of fresh reality isnt very pleasant. Sad but true. Accepting fate is easier than expected i find.
PHONEY PEOPLE COME TO PRAY!
Lord thats what it all boils down to anyway...
I dont wanna get hurt by anyone around me right now...and i definitly dont wanna hurt anyone. I want to give advice but i dont know how without seeming partial. Maybe my opinion is just rude...maybe i am a bitch at heart. I hope not. It's really not as bad as it seems though. Just keep swimming and all. I'm gonna go get a good nights rest now and wait to look at it all thru tomorrows eye's