I can safely say I hate this place.

[pack__of_wolves]

I have never felt more alone here than I do right now.
Every single day something happens that makes me feel like I don't belong,
even among my friends and my boyfriend.
and I have to stop myself from crying before I make an ass of myself.
The people who are supposed to care how I am, don't.
The people I live with are two peas in a pod and I'm just...there.
I want to go home.
I want to be around people who want me around...
or at least care that I am.
I miss Augusta.
and feeling home with people I'm not related to.
I had that there,
and I have it in Columbia.
But unfortunately, I have to be in this dead city for four years.
With people who think about themselves and themselves only.
and always leave somebody behind.

I'm completely insignificant right now...
and this stress is too much to deal with on my own.
I need somebody to rely on,
and I have no one.

This is the first time I've ever cried out of sadness.
I'm not just frustrated anymore.
Honestly I just want to go home and cry to my mom.

Is it too hard to ask me if I want to watch the sunrise?
Just leave her asleep...we'll go without her and tell her about it in the morning.
So she can feel like she missed out on something beautiful.