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Through the Eyes and the Knife Trade made me very happy last night.
I got home, and went right to sleep.
No one was in my dorm.
They came back so so late and then talked really loud while I slept.
So I would like say things to them in my half sleep and I have no idea what I said...
or if I knew what I was saying.
Oh well, I was exhausted from that kick ass show.
Not very many people were there.
It was nice.
I woke up early enough this morning to actually shower and dry my hair.
That never happens.
I've been a real push over lately.
That's something I never thought I'd say about myself.
It pretty much sucks.
All I want is to be able to make someone happy...
and I feel like I'm doing a really shitty job of it.
I don't exactly know what to do to fix that.
I am who I am, I can't change that right now.
I will say that...the more I care the more of an annoyance I seem to be.
So I guess I'll try to care about other things instead.
and hopefully things will get better for everybody.
Things WILL get better no doubt because Christmas Break is in two weeks.
So no matter how shitty I feel, at least I have my family and my home.
but hopefully I won't feel shitty to begin with.
I have bad dreams at night.
I got home, and went right to sleep.
No one was in my dorm.
They came back so so late and then talked really loud while I slept.
So I would like say things to them in my half sleep and I have no idea what I said...
or if I knew what I was saying.
Oh well, I was exhausted from that kick ass show.
Not very many people were there.
It was nice.
I woke up early enough this morning to actually shower and dry my hair.
That never happens.
I've been a real push over lately.
That's something I never thought I'd say about myself.
It pretty much sucks.
All I want is to be able to make someone happy...
and I feel like I'm doing a really shitty job of it.
I don't exactly know what to do to fix that.
I am who I am, I can't change that right now.
I will say that...the more I care the more of an annoyance I seem to be.
So I guess I'll try to care about other things instead.
and hopefully things will get better for everybody.
Things WILL get better no doubt because Christmas Break is in two weeks.
So no matter how shitty I feel, at least I have my family and my home.
but hopefully I won't feel shitty to begin with.
I have bad dreams at night.