Lonely

Feb 11, 2006 19:53

I am about as lonely as... well... the rest of the lonely people out there. No more, no less. I was thinking back today about how my life has changed since I met him. Some good. Some bad. Mostly good. Mostly painful. A lot of experiences that I never even THOUGHT of before. Yes, people, tounging a lovely ass IS that good. I never thought I could kiss and fuck at the same time. Really. I am serious. Never. But it is possible. Actually quite nice. I think about it all the fucking time. I'm such a big fan of kissing. And finally kissing someone who kisses back... and I mean KISSES BACK!! Hard, soft, exploring, probing, licking, sucking, and a little bite here and there.

I had a massage from a beautiful little red head today. All I could think about the entire fucking time was "I bet he'd be into a three way with her". What has happened to my little bedroom community mind? Fucked. Fried. Finished. That is not a thing a girl like me should be thinking about. Let alone WANTING to experience it.

I'm enjoying this a little too much. My self preservation has diminished to dangerously low levels. It's like big red flashing stop signs are shoved in front of my face, but I push them aside for the chance of a touch. This comes as no surprise.

Top 10 reasons to adore Mr. Self Destruct:
10: Dimples.
9: Very creative.
8: Did I mention the dimples?
7: Can be a girl if I ask him to.
6: Beyond fucking smart. Really.
5: Eats pussy better than anyone I've ever met. (Or heard about)
4: Will pull out my tampon with his teeth.
3: Utterly willing to try anything once.
2: Charming mother fucker.
1: His mouth.
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