Nov 12, 2004 22:45
No matter what happens to me in this world nothing will be the same after this year. I can feel it, i can almost feel it as if when i was in trouble as a little kid, and i could almost feel the leather of his belt lashing my skin through. My whole world has been upside down even before i was born, i know this for a fact because i came out disfigured. Nothing in my life has ever been perfect, i must bee the biggest looser in this world..................................................................................
...........alomejor es porque Dios todo poderoso me hizo hasi...........YO SABIA QUE NO ESTABA MIRANDO COSAS.....YO SE QUE LO HABIA MIRDO, NO ME ESTABA IMAGINANDO COSAS...................SI SE HACERCA A MI PAMELITA TE LO JURO POR DIOS QUE NO SE LA BA A ACABAR........................NADIEN JUEGA CO MIGO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.
Why do i feel like this? I feel like shit.....................Why can't i be happy for once in my life? Why does God treat me like this.............................Why can't happines last for ever??????? Who can give me these answers?????????????????????????????????????????????? Please someody help me................................I don't know? Sometimes i've had dreams that come true..........................I knew he would come back because i saw him in my dream, and i know i have to do something in order for him not to come near her.................................OH! God I love her so much......................................She is my first love................I never knew what love meant untill i meet her.She is so beutiful not only from the outside, but from the inside.
Why am i crying? Is crying going to solve anything???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
Why is this happening to me??? why me????????????? I have suffer for so long and for so much, that i have no enger anymore..................FROM being laught at because of how i looked, to making jokes, to being rejected from girls all the time, because i am the ugliest person in the face of this earth
If she leaves me then that will be the end of this world for me, i would never see the light of this world ever again...........