Lost in this world

Nov 11, 2004 11:39

Why is life so hard?.........Why am i here in this world? am i going to make difference? Does anybody care about me? ........Why do i feel this way...
Is it because my love for her is so eormous............so deep.....
How can i tell her that i don't want her to leave.......that i want her to stay........
..........STAY HERE WITH ME.........She has been everything i've ever wanted in this world..........
She makes me feel like my life is bleased................ I LOVE HER SO MUCH !!!!!!!!! I would give up anything for her..........because she means the world to me...................if she leaves i wouldn't know what to do..............
................................Would i go crazy?...............
would anything matter to me ? i dont know??????????????????????????????????????????????
Probably we were never meant to be together???..........But everything seems so right......
so perfect.............. why does she have to leave me?????????????
Iam here looked up in my room because i dont want anybody to see my tears.................... not knowing whats going to happen next............
I could only pray to God that she would stay......................
Why cant things go my way???????????
Are my tears going to make a diffrence????????
I've cried all night long that tears can't shred anymore......................
I feel blood will come dripping down
what would happen tomorrow?????????the day after tomorrow..............weeks to come??
will she change her mind???........................or will she still have that plan???????
How can i tell her that my love for her is all i have...
How can i tell her that i she goes i will go too!!!!!!
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