May 12, 2005 19:07
Dear childrens,
I've been so busy lately ::sigh:: I made the volleyball team, woohoo. We went 8-0 and we are going on to the playoffs with the boys who were 7-1. I went on my Peer Counseling feild trip and I had a blast and I took so many pictures that I can't get onto my computer. I was messing around with Willy, which I'm not sure was good for me but oh well. So then I went on my Peer Counseling trip, and met Jon, and he is so different from all the other guys I've liked, he's smart and sweet and a goody goody. And when I got back on Monday, I was going to say yes to Willy, but he stopped me and said he had a girlfriend, and that I had waited too long.
I could see the pain in his face when he said it, as if it was forced, but I decided not to let it get to me. And after talking to Jon and getting to know him I decided to say yes to him. it was our 1 month thingy on Wednesday, and we are happy, to people. it's just different for me, I'm used to the danger and thril of a bad ass, and he has no thrill or danger. I got a call from Willy, and we talked and my gut feeling had been right. Jon had called him wanting information about me after the Peer Counseling trip, and told him that he had "fell" for me (did he trip and hit his head?) Anyway, Willy felt bad and decided to make up a girlfriend so I can go out with Jon.
I wanted to know, since when are my decisions made for me? And now Ali told me that she gave John my phone number (from October kids) and now im all jumpy and confused. And I hate everything that makes me confused. Ergh.
I'm going to McArthur, yay for me I get to see Kitty Lee (another cool rhyme)
she's so cool. And btw when you get the dates for tryouts tell me so I can embarass myself =]
Ta-Ta for now.
<3. f o r e v e r