Apr 06, 2005 21:35
I've crossed the line this time
an invisible line that I didn't know existed, yet it made it's presence known today.
A line I obviously was destined to cross, point blank.
And for once it's not my fault, I've come to this conclusion, but I have no evidence..no data no nothing to confirm it. And I'm blabbering and I know it but listen to me anyway. William now has a girlfriend, don't know who and don't want to know who, but he does. And nonetheless I have to move on, and technically, that's all I do. I move on, I never stay the way I am, stay with the same person. No, I move on, always have and always will, although I'm don't choose to move on, I am made to move on, it's an undeniable life cycle for me.
And yet, I still like him, and people say he's making a big mistake because the other girl is ugly. And he asks about me, and he wants to know if I cry, or if I laugh or if I just say nothing at all, yet he has no courage to call and ask himself. I know he likes me, and this is all just a dream, a nightmare of catastophic proportions.
One that won't go away.
But I move on....
right?
devin nicole <3.