(no subject)
i love wael. i haven't really posted anything this real in a while.
im going to shanghai in a few hours. its different this year... i dont want to go. i want to stay home, and be bored, and randomly call my boyfriend, and see him constantly until i get sick of hearing the word 'obnoxious.'
i want to eat ramen and cold noodles, and watch a new drama. i want to sleep with him (like, sleep only) in the middle of the day, and wake up to his warm brown eyes looking lovingly down at me. and i want to throw my arms around his broad shoulders whenever i want and kiss his lips 10 times a minute.
when did i become such a sap?
iv never felt sad about going to shanghai. i tried to stay collected, and.. idk strong? when he was over, and he was quiet, i wanted to pull him into my room and just hold him forever and promise ill never let go. it was heartbreaking. and when we hugged outside, and he started to cry, i felt like i could die. i wanted to hold his face in my hands and tell him to stop crying, i wont leave him. but i was helpless and i .. i cant believe i made him cry.
why did he give me the hedgehog? im going crazy. it smells like him...i cant put it down..
im going to shanghai in a few hours. its different this year... i dont want to go. i want to stay home, and be bored, and randomly call my boyfriend, and see him constantly until i get sick of hearing the word 'obnoxious.'
i want to eat ramen and cold noodles, and watch a new drama. i want to sleep with him (like, sleep only) in the middle of the day, and wake up to his warm brown eyes looking lovingly down at me. and i want to throw my arms around his broad shoulders whenever i want and kiss his lips 10 times a minute.
when did i become such a sap?
iv never felt sad about going to shanghai. i tried to stay collected, and.. idk strong? when he was over, and he was quiet, i wanted to pull him into my room and just hold him forever and promise ill never let go. it was heartbreaking. and when we hugged outside, and he started to cry, i felt like i could die. i wanted to hold his face in my hands and tell him to stop crying, i wont leave him. but i was helpless and i .. i cant believe i made him cry.
why did he give me the hedgehog? im going crazy. it smells like him...i cant put it down..