Stress to the Max
Well Another terrible day.
The Kids were pretty naughty, but not too bad...The youngest one had two tantrums where he threw textures around the room...but it wasnt as bad as before. I have decided that I cuddle him when he gets angry and does that....we will see if it works....the last two times it worked after a while, so I will keep giving it a go. The oldest one decided to not drink anything today, and then didnt tell me when he got a headache and a blood nose. So annoying and then he started to repeat everything that I said...which made me just even more annoyed....but by the end of the day they were both siting by me watching television until the parents came home.
Well then I went to Zurich...I thought that I had everything...But I didnt...of course I am pretty stupid lately....I forgot to take the piece of paper with all the information on it about where I was meant to go...Yep stupid me. Anyways then I reliesed that I couldnt find anywhere to buy credit for my phone, but now I have reliesed that I can use a pay phone to ring someone, and so I am going to do that now...If she doesnt know where it is then I am sure she will have a nuimber to someone who does...I hope so....I am so stupid sometimes....
I want to go home....I am tired and I miss my friends and my hugs.....I spoke to a couple of my friends back home on the phone last week. I do miss them, but I also love being here...I just need to really sort shit out....oh well....OMG and I cant wait to go on Christmas Vacation....YEAH but Im alone, so it puts a really big bummer on it, and also I just read one of my emails, and I forgot to send off a form, because I dont have email at home, and my reservation has been cancelled...I am so langry now.....AHHHHHHHH
So now I have to see if they still have somewhere available or what.....and I dont have time....Stressed to the max...want to go to sleep.-....ahhhhhh
The Kids were pretty naughty, but not too bad...The youngest one had two tantrums where he threw textures around the room...but it wasnt as bad as before. I have decided that I cuddle him when he gets angry and does that....we will see if it works....the last two times it worked after a while, so I will keep giving it a go. The oldest one decided to not drink anything today, and then didnt tell me when he got a headache and a blood nose. So annoying and then he started to repeat everything that I said...which made me just even more annoyed....but by the end of the day they were both siting by me watching television until the parents came home.
Well then I went to Zurich...I thought that I had everything...But I didnt...of course I am pretty stupid lately....I forgot to take the piece of paper with all the information on it about where I was meant to go...Yep stupid me. Anyways then I reliesed that I couldnt find anywhere to buy credit for my phone, but now I have reliesed that I can use a pay phone to ring someone, and so I am going to do that now...If she doesnt know where it is then I am sure she will have a nuimber to someone who does...I hope so....I am so stupid sometimes....
I want to go home....I am tired and I miss my friends and my hugs.....I spoke to a couple of my friends back home on the phone last week. I do miss them, but I also love being here...I just need to really sort shit out....oh well....OMG and I cant wait to go on Christmas Vacation....YEAH but Im alone, so it puts a really big bummer on it, and also I just read one of my emails, and I forgot to send off a form, because I dont have email at home, and my reservation has been cancelled...I am so langry now.....AHHHHHHHH
So now I have to see if they still have somewhere available or what.....and I dont have time....Stressed to the max...want to go to sleep.-....ahhhhhh