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The weather's actually decent today. Like, not super sunny or anything, but sort of warm, and definitely not raining. That's a nice surprise. My life's okay. I go from fearing that I'll burn out and lose interest in all my classes and fail everything to thinking that my classes are actually interesting, making connections between all of them (which I just love), staying busy and doing one task after another, and therefore feeling like I'm doing stuff, and feeling like I am not failing at life. Sometimes I feel like a little kid and I just want to hide under my covers and have someone hug me all the time and play Jelly Car on Charlie's iPhone all day, and sometimes I feel all mature and intelligent and wise, and I want to strive to do well and be an overachiever. And sometimes I just want to ignore my responsibilities and have lots of fun. Maybe I can do all of that. Probably, yes.
For now, it's time to study for my art history quiz.
For now, it's time to study for my art history quiz.