School is good for something...
So I think I've learned that what I think I want isn't always what will make me happiest.
This seems weird to me. How am I supposed to decipher what I actually want from what I think I want?
Maybe I just have to live and learn and wait and see and all that. Experience things.
But man, I still want it. I want it back. What is it that I want anyway? What do I want back? If it didn't make me happy why do I want it back?
Or did it make me happy? Or could it have possibly made me happy after identifying what it was that wasn't working? And would it have been worth it anyway?
Eh.
This seems weird to me. How am I supposed to decipher what I actually want from what I think I want?
Maybe I just have to live and learn and wait and see and all that. Experience things.
But man, I still want it. I want it back. What is it that I want anyway? What do I want back? If it didn't make me happy why do I want it back?
Or did it make me happy? Or could it have possibly made me happy after identifying what it was that wasn't working? And would it have been worth it anyway?
Eh.