new year new post
wow i haven't posted in soo long.
I can't believe we have to go back to school tomorrow. That is definitely gonna suck alot. Also I can't believe I'm not gonna smoke til my birthday. AHH i really hope i will stick by it cause i want to be really baked on my bday. i just have to keep telling myself that.
i'm so hungry but there is like no healthy food at my house right now so that sucks.
i spent like 200 bucks in the last 2 weeks. where did it go? i don't really know. i hate being broke.
ahh i can't wait til 6 months from now. mm my own apartment, my own fridge with foods i actually like and want. freedom freedom freedom!! i can't stand living here. i hate my brother so much, he's such a dickhead and he needs to get a life.
didn't mean for this to be all bad but thats how it turned out hm. well good news is that break was soo much fun and i had the best time spending pretty much everyday with Steven. he is absolutely amazing as i said before in the last post yayy. He really is the only person that keeps me going at the moment.
I am probably gonna start posting more now that I have a computer again in my room. I really hope I'll get my own laptop soon, because this internet speed sucks alot.
I can't believe we have to go back to school tomorrow. That is definitely gonna suck alot. Also I can't believe I'm not gonna smoke til my birthday. AHH i really hope i will stick by it cause i want to be really baked on my bday. i just have to keep telling myself that.
i'm so hungry but there is like no healthy food at my house right now so that sucks.
i spent like 200 bucks in the last 2 weeks. where did it go? i don't really know. i hate being broke.
ahh i can't wait til 6 months from now. mm my own apartment, my own fridge with foods i actually like and want. freedom freedom freedom!! i can't stand living here. i hate my brother so much, he's such a dickhead and he needs to get a life.
didn't mean for this to be all bad but thats how it turned out hm. well good news is that break was soo much fun and i had the best time spending pretty much everyday with Steven. he is absolutely amazing as i said before in the last post yayy. He really is the only person that keeps me going at the moment.
I am probably gonna start posting more now that I have a computer again in my room. I really hope I'll get my own laptop soon, because this internet speed sucks alot.