Wow...
I have neglected my poor LJ, huh? Eh... its not like anyone reads my rants anyways.
I've been kinda busy lately. Trying to get my shit together, making plans on my preformance in school. I really have to try this year. I dunno, C's just can't fly with me anymore and neither can B-'s. I really need to focus more then the first two years. I know i can do better as long as I get off my ass and actually do homework and review notes before tests. I think that was my major downfalls last year. I never did anything at home. Anything that was school related stayed at school, unless it was teenage drama of course. I alreayd know this year will be better. No more crushes to deal with. I am offical over Ranen and have been for about a month now, but the kid STILL thinks I like him. I'm sorry i'm not a stalker Ranen, but you do have to get over people some point in time.
We did get into a fight about him not being honest about himself. I called him an asshole and he completely denied that he is. I don't get it. Why do people lie about that sort of crap. I mean really, people know you and your tendencies, and no one is perfect. I don't see the use of lying about how you are. I'll straight out tell people I am overly dramatic, bitchy, moody, loud, and emo. If you don't like those qualities then I guess you shouldn't hang out with me. Thats just who I am and things probably won't be changing.
Oh, me and Mike are back together for the 3 millionth time. Its cute. I like the long distance tho. It gives me the space I need right now so that I can focus on school and what not, but gives me the feeling that I'm loved so that I don't go searching for a guy. It's just what I need right now.
But yea it's getting kind of late and I need to go pretend that i'm sleeping. I think i'm just gunna stay awake so that I can go to sleep around 11 tonight. Then I can get back into my normal habbits for school.
Hopefully, I won't be neglecting my LJ too much anymore.
I've been kinda busy lately. Trying to get my shit together, making plans on my preformance in school. I really have to try this year. I dunno, C's just can't fly with me anymore and neither can B-'s. I really need to focus more then the first two years. I know i can do better as long as I get off my ass and actually do homework and review notes before tests. I think that was my major downfalls last year. I never did anything at home. Anything that was school related stayed at school, unless it was teenage drama of course. I alreayd know this year will be better. No more crushes to deal with. I am offical over Ranen and have been for about a month now, but the kid STILL thinks I like him. I'm sorry i'm not a stalker Ranen, but you do have to get over people some point in time.
We did get into a fight about him not being honest about himself. I called him an asshole and he completely denied that he is. I don't get it. Why do people lie about that sort of crap. I mean really, people know you and your tendencies, and no one is perfect. I don't see the use of lying about how you are. I'll straight out tell people I am overly dramatic, bitchy, moody, loud, and emo. If you don't like those qualities then I guess you shouldn't hang out with me. Thats just who I am and things probably won't be changing.
Oh, me and Mike are back together for the 3 millionth time. Its cute. I like the long distance tho. It gives me the space I need right now so that I can focus on school and what not, but gives me the feeling that I'm loved so that I don't go searching for a guy. It's just what I need right now.
But yea it's getting kind of late and I need to go pretend that i'm sleeping. I think i'm just gunna stay awake so that I can go to sleep around 11 tonight. Then I can get back into my normal habbits for school.
Hopefully, I won't be neglecting my LJ too much anymore.