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so now i gotta tell you about this dream i had while i was at retreat.
it was so weird, going up to retreat, i prayed to God that he would really really speak to me that weekend, but the very first night up there, i had this horrible dream about him. It was the scariest thing ever.
So Jesus was being crucified on the cross. And when the soldiers nailed him on, everyone around there started dying. like realy gory-like. Blood freaking everywhere. But i was just kind of a bystander watching everything. And God comes down to see if everythign is going "as planned". And everything's going 'good', but there's a point where it's not so bad because the soldiers stopped nailing. So God tells them to keep nailing so more people will die. And I am just so freaked out by him at this point. So I try to run away from that place. And as i'm running, I can hear God behind me saying that if I go now, I'll suffer the worst death, that he'll torture me the longest, and that i'd be blamed for hell. That was a really threatening sentence, but as i kept running, all i was thinking was that it'd be okay because i'd wake up before he catches me. There was really no where to go. The streets were deserted and I was running aimlessly. But eventually of course, i got caught by his followers. And they did all the torturing stuff. Part of what they did was that they ate parts of me. And they made me eat myself. I don't know how that even worked. The only way I can really explain it is that it was kind of like they took off a finger, and if i didn't eat it, they'd cut off everything else. So I had to.
So yeah, that was freaking scary dream. After that, I was really afraid of God and crazy confused, so I didn't really listen that intently in the messages. But it was okay because in one of the messages, it said that Satan tries his best to hinder us from enjoying christ to our fullest potential. And that's exactly what happened. After i got that into my head it was all better. But yeah that was a scary one.
I think this is what my experience speech thing is going to be about. nothing interesting ever happens to me except for in my dreams. well it might be okay right? Cuz that one guy did the person expierence speech of him and his video game. that was delightfully strange.
it was so weird, going up to retreat, i prayed to God that he would really really speak to me that weekend, but the very first night up there, i had this horrible dream about him. It was the scariest thing ever.
So Jesus was being crucified on the cross. And when the soldiers nailed him on, everyone around there started dying. like realy gory-like. Blood freaking everywhere. But i was just kind of a bystander watching everything. And God comes down to see if everythign is going "as planned". And everything's going 'good', but there's a point where it's not so bad because the soldiers stopped nailing. So God tells them to keep nailing so more people will die. And I am just so freaked out by him at this point. So I try to run away from that place. And as i'm running, I can hear God behind me saying that if I go now, I'll suffer the worst death, that he'll torture me the longest, and that i'd be blamed for hell. That was a really threatening sentence, but as i kept running, all i was thinking was that it'd be okay because i'd wake up before he catches me. There was really no where to go. The streets were deserted and I was running aimlessly. But eventually of course, i got caught by his followers. And they did all the torturing stuff. Part of what they did was that they ate parts of me. And they made me eat myself. I don't know how that even worked. The only way I can really explain it is that it was kind of like they took off a finger, and if i didn't eat it, they'd cut off everything else. So I had to.
So yeah, that was freaking scary dream. After that, I was really afraid of God and crazy confused, so I didn't really listen that intently in the messages. But it was okay because in one of the messages, it said that Satan tries his best to hinder us from enjoying christ to our fullest potential. And that's exactly what happened. After i got that into my head it was all better. But yeah that was a scary one.
I think this is what my experience speech thing is going to be about. nothing interesting ever happens to me except for in my dreams. well it might be okay right? Cuz that one guy did the person expierence speech of him and his video game. that was delightfully strange.