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Hi livejournal and frenz.
School started awhile ago. Senior year isn't so bad. It's not orgasmicorgasmic like i kind of hoped, but its not terrible. the weight of 4 APs aren't bad either. I hardly have any homework. I only have calc. and i have to read chapters of stuff but i don't mind that too much. I just have so much free time a lot. I have a feeling this will change quite soon. I'm thinking to get a job? that might be pushing it a bit tho. I NEED MOONEY.
I came back from a retreat not too long ago. I'm trying to break some old habits. i've gone 19 days strong! woo. well maybe not so strong, i'm slowly giving in? but i won't! no.
I was looking at some scholarship things the other day. And dang they have some wierd ones. Like ones about duck calling? And for little people. I lied for a couple and said I was Vegitarian and Bisexual. lol. How would they ever know?
These days, or like today. lol for some reason, it was like bash on Joara day. I got a lot of negative compliments if you could even call them that.. directed towards my physical appearance. The worst thing about that is that they weren't trying to be mean or hurtful either. I think it was just the kind of stuff where like.. you keep looking at someone's flaw when they're talking like a hairy eyebrow or a mole with hair growing out of it, or a really pussy pimple when they're talking and REALLY want to comment on it, but you know you shouldn't, cuz thats mean and rude. Only today, a handful of people just thought i HAD to hear their criticisms. i don't need that! man. as if you guys are so perfect anyway! loll whatever tho. It doesn't really get to me tho. But now i'm a bit more self consious now. dang it!
i lovelovelovelove mythology. SO scandalous and interesting! I'm reading this other cliff notes version. It has other info that the Edith Hamilton version doesn't have. It's tones more vulgar. Like you know how aphrodite seems all beautiful and elegant? But she was made because of some bloody testicles. Well when Cronus killed Uranus, he snuck up and grabbed Uranus's genitles and severed them. He threw the members into the sea. and voila some foam and stuff reaction and Aphrodite was created. so WEIRD.
Also Hephaestus(aphrodite's husband) tried to 'do' Athena, but she resisted and his seed was spilt on the ground and made some kind of flower thing. But my question is.. How does that just happen. Like.. the seed doesn't just come out like pee you know? There has to be things that happen before it. Like what the heck was he doing? Trying to take advantage of her while ..doing stuff? loll how akward that must have been for Athena. okay, everyone all at once, "GROW UP JOARA EWW GOSH!"
And there's just so much crap on beastiality, what's up with that. Romans/greeks are screwd up.
And isn't it weird how you can't really see the color of a mirror/ Because i will always just be showing the color its reflecting from.. WEIRD.
School started awhile ago. Senior year isn't so bad. It's not orgasmicorgasmic like i kind of hoped, but its not terrible. the weight of 4 APs aren't bad either. I hardly have any homework. I only have calc. and i have to read chapters of stuff but i don't mind that too much. I just have so much free time a lot. I have a feeling this will change quite soon. I'm thinking to get a job? that might be pushing it a bit tho. I NEED MOONEY.
I came back from a retreat not too long ago. I'm trying to break some old habits. i've gone 19 days strong! woo. well maybe not so strong, i'm slowly giving in? but i won't! no.
I was looking at some scholarship things the other day. And dang they have some wierd ones. Like ones about duck calling? And for little people. I lied for a couple and said I was Vegitarian and Bisexual. lol. How would they ever know?
These days, or like today. lol for some reason, it was like bash on Joara day. I got a lot of negative compliments if you could even call them that.. directed towards my physical appearance. The worst thing about that is that they weren't trying to be mean or hurtful either. I think it was just the kind of stuff where like.. you keep looking at someone's flaw when they're talking like a hairy eyebrow or a mole with hair growing out of it, or a really pussy pimple when they're talking and REALLY want to comment on it, but you know you shouldn't, cuz thats mean and rude. Only today, a handful of people just thought i HAD to hear their criticisms. i don't need that! man. as if you guys are so perfect anyway! loll whatever tho. It doesn't really get to me tho. But now i'm a bit more self consious now. dang it!
i lovelovelovelove mythology. SO scandalous and interesting! I'm reading this other cliff notes version. It has other info that the Edith Hamilton version doesn't have. It's tones more vulgar. Like you know how aphrodite seems all beautiful and elegant? But she was made because of some bloody testicles. Well when Cronus killed Uranus, he snuck up and grabbed Uranus's genitles and severed them. He threw the members into the sea. and voila some foam and stuff reaction and Aphrodite was created. so WEIRD.
Also Hephaestus(aphrodite's husband) tried to 'do' Athena, but she resisted and his seed was spilt on the ground and made some kind of flower thing. But my question is.. How does that just happen. Like.. the seed doesn't just come out like pee you know? There has to be things that happen before it. Like what the heck was he doing? Trying to take advantage of her while ..doing stuff? loll how akward that must have been for Athena. okay, everyone all at once, "GROW UP JOARA EWW GOSH!"
And there's just so much crap on beastiality, what's up with that. Romans/greeks are screwd up.
And isn't it weird how you can't really see the color of a mirror/ Because i will always just be showing the color its reflecting from.. WEIRD.