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im stressing out and it isn't even over school, school is fine I have no reason why i am stressing out i just am. I've been feeling quite sad the past couple of days, and I don't know why. I have nothing to stress about at ALL.. I have a car, two great jobs, an AMAZING boyfriend, a roof over my head. I'm some what in debt but not to bad. I'm just stressing for nothing. I haven't been emotional in like two years, so why am i feeling all of this now? its not drugs i dont do drugs anymore. Working two jobs and school is pretty balanced. I'm fine. money is coming in soon, so i can not complain about that, i need the money.
I feel trapped. in what though? i'm not trapped in anything, i ABSOLUTELY LOVE everything that i have going for me right now. sure they get annoying, and i'm not sleeping in as much.. but i'm young i want to do this. Doing nothing drives me crazy. So i have no idea what the fuck is bugging me, and its only making it worse.
it drives deep, hard & it lust for anything that it can take
Maybe i'm just going into pre-crazy-gina phase. maybe? i really hope not. Im happier then i've ever been, i feel like life means something, so why this feeling.
:-(
I feel trapped. in what though? i'm not trapped in anything, i ABSOLUTELY LOVE everything that i have going for me right now. sure they get annoying, and i'm not sleeping in as much.. but i'm young i want to do this. Doing nothing drives me crazy. So i have no idea what the fuck is bugging me, and its only making it worse.
it drives deep, hard & it lust for anything that it can take
Maybe i'm just going into pre-crazy-gina phase. maybe? i really hope not. Im happier then i've ever been, i feel like life means something, so why this feeling.
:-(