update..
i finally start college on monday.wow it feels wired to be a "freshmen" again. i also got a new job at khols so we will see how that goes. the pay really sucks but its whatever i'm also broke as a joke and im in debt with my parents & capital one fuck school is expensve as hell. nothing really has changed except for the fact that im going to start school and i have to maintain a 3.0 if i wanna transfer, all in all that really shouldnt be to hard.
steve and i are still together, its been like a year and three months i honestly don't know what i would do without that boy. he is my best friend, my lover and everything i could have ever imagined his going back to school to so that makes me soo freaking proud. im glad his going back, even though with me working full time and going to school fulltime i wont EVER get to see him sinice he works full time and goes to school fulltime too our time will be limted to see each other, but hey school is good for us.. i hope.
ive never really been one to try hard at school so this time around i have to work my fucking ass of like no other. i keep jumping back and forth between what major i want, but i think thats pretty typical. physchology, child development, bussniess fuck if i know. i screwed up a lot in high school and middle school so right now is my time to make it all up & we shall see how that goes. wish me luck?
im in a better place now, happier then i've been in forever i dont think ive honestly felt sad in the longest time.
and i cant say i dont love it. i love where im at now. ive been sober for the longest time, no drugs in my system and i havent been this happy in the longest while.
well im pretty much just rambeling on but hey, its whatever.