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I'm beginning to think college did take its toll on mine and Surs friendship. Or...whatever word could be substituted for friendship at this point. I feel pretty badly about the way everything went. I guess in a way parts are my fault, I know she called me a lot towards the end of last semester, I was just really busy with school work, and band stuff, and just stupid shit that I didn't have the time to sit and chat on the phone. I feel kinda bad about that, but I cant change what happened. She's not exactly off the hook when it comes to the factor of who to blame, after all, I talked to her lsat wednesday and she could have told me bout the issues that were ongoing in her life at that time. I can't read minds, how am I supposed to know something bad happened? On top of that...I have just been so busy. I wish it wasn't like this, and I wish I could fix this...but I'm not able to myself. She wants nothing to do with me...I can't fix that.