what the fuck man seriously?
School has started and i already fuckin hate it.I feel like i'm having a repeat of jr. yr. once again but in a way some of my classes were a lot better then this yr.let see the first day of school i was fuckin late what a way to start of my senior yr. to be late on the first day of school.All because my sister has no respect and couldn't even wake me up.This is how my schedule goes.
Algebra 2- i have some new teacher named mr.popp.i think i will do good in that class.i have allie in that class to talk with me a little and then there boone zac nina and the rest our like jrs.
Chorus-there's only 7 freakin people in that class.And of course i have to lead in everything so right now for the new song i have to sing soprano because my peeshna needs me to lead and be the strongest in the class.the only person in there to talk with me is april.hopefully sherry and panda bear gets switched in that class with me.
English 12 honors-its a good class.i'll do good for sure with aimee and becka and brett and bethany and stuff so i'm set.
-Thats a little better now.mainly seniors and i have fun in that class.
-another good class.christina sits next to me and i pretty much make that class fun.
2nd lunchi see calleen and deanna then crunk and tricia and chels and liz so i'm good.
-thats a double period and i' already getting my ass kicked in it.i'm trying my best to switch out and it really isn't working.i can't stay in that class.ughh.
Although yesterday was rough today was a little better then the first day.i saw a lot more people but i still haven't seen my diane (ms.hanna).my peeshna is helping me switch out of physics.i love her very much and i couldn't thank her any more.She loved her gift i got her at the beach and she put the keychain on her keychain which is super cute.My friendships with certain people are just not going to well.I cried yesterday already cause i'm soo stressed out and my mom and i got into a fight.well she just started scream at me so i cried myself to sleep.I can't do this.I want to move out i want to go live with someone else.I get blamed for everything.The only time of the day i am truly happy is when i'm either with peeshna or lunch or like maybe spanish.I want to have a good yr but i just don't see that happy right now.I just want to graduate.I feel like my life isn't going anywhere.I want therapy.I can't even go anywhere this entire weekend cause according to my mom i'm very rude and unconsiderate to everyone in my house.So i can't even see my older sister who i haven't seen in about 3 weeks.I'm just soo stressed.I'm getting sick of work to.I need a car i need a new home i need a lot of stuff.Oh and by the way i have to go and get a senior pic taken at grynn and barretts next week or else i won't be in the yr. book.mad x lame.ughh i hate life i hate everyone.i just want to die.Oh and i'm getting a cold and it's just kicked my ass just like everything else in life.Whens the part in the story where i just shoot myself to take my self out of this misery known as my life?If you know please inform me.
Algebra 2- i have some new teacher named mr.popp.i think i will do good in that class.i have allie in that class to talk with me a little and then there boone zac nina and the rest our like jrs.
Chorus-there's only 7 freakin people in that class.And of course i have to lead in everything so right now for the new song i have to sing soprano because my peeshna needs me to lead and be the strongest in the class.the only person in there to talk with me is april.hopefully sherry and panda bear gets switched in that class with me.
English 12 honors-its a good class.i'll do good for sure with aimee and becka and brett and bethany and stuff so i'm set.
-Thats a little better now.mainly seniors and i have fun in that class.
-another good class.christina sits next to me and i pretty much make that class fun.
2nd lunchi see calleen and deanna then crunk and tricia and chels and liz so i'm good.
-thats a double period and i' already getting my ass kicked in it.i'm trying my best to switch out and it really isn't working.i can't stay in that class.ughh.
Although yesterday was rough today was a little better then the first day.i saw a lot more people but i still haven't seen my diane (ms.hanna).my peeshna is helping me switch out of physics.i love her very much and i couldn't thank her any more.She loved her gift i got her at the beach and she put the keychain on her keychain which is super cute.My friendships with certain people are just not going to well.I cried yesterday already cause i'm soo stressed out and my mom and i got into a fight.well she just started scream at me so i cried myself to sleep.I can't do this.I want to move out i want to go live with someone else.I get blamed for everything.The only time of the day i am truly happy is when i'm either with peeshna or lunch or like maybe spanish.I want to have a good yr but i just don't see that happy right now.I just want to graduate.I feel like my life isn't going anywhere.I want therapy.I can't even go anywhere this entire weekend cause according to my mom i'm very rude and unconsiderate to everyone in my house.So i can't even see my older sister who i haven't seen in about 3 weeks.I'm just soo stressed.I'm getting sick of work to.I need a car i need a new home i need a lot of stuff.Oh and by the way i have to go and get a senior pic taken at grynn and barretts next week or else i won't be in the yr. book.mad x lame.ughh i hate life i hate everyone.i just want to die.Oh and i'm getting a cold and it's just kicked my ass just like everything else in life.Whens the part in the story where i just shoot myself to take my self out of this misery known as my life?If you know please inform me.