so long sweet summerr
I miss my peeshna.
I miss my babygirl.
I miss some of the old friends.
I miss soccer.
I miss the happy life...already.
My Senior yr. is starting in 2 days and i'm really not that excited to be honest.I'm scared to see what teachers i'm going to have but i'm also scared and a little anxious to see whose in my class.I miss a lot of people but at the same time i know that i will not talk to half of them anymore like i used to just cause i don't feel the need to.Everyone has either changed or grown up some for the good and some for the bad and to be honest i don't like how some people have grown up and changed for the worst.It's like the only thing majority of the people think about is partying and getting drunk and everything else.I'm not like that granted i like to go out but when school starts i just want to be focused and just keep my grades up.I want to go to a good college i want to experience the real world although my mom may think otherwise.I'm so sick and tired of people telling me what to do with my life.I want to do what i want.I want to make my own decisions that are good for me and not for everyone.I'm tired of people saying well thats i don't think you should do that and all that crap.I'm my own person and i'm never going to learn things if i don't make mistakes and learn form them.Thats how i tend to see it i make a mistake and i learn a valuable lesson from it.And i'm sick of people telling me that after i graduate i will on longer talk to my peeshna (ms.boroweic) anymore cause after you graduate you don't talk to any more teachers or anything.Just cause you may think that will happen to you or it did happen to you doesn't mean it will happen to me.We have a different kind of bond then most teacher students do.She's my best friend and i'm her best friend.Yes were bestfriends and if you don't like it then to bad.When i have a problem she's the first person i turn to because i have that much trust in her and same goes for her when she has a problem she talks to me about it.Despite our age difference i trust her more then any other adult in this world and because i know 9 times out of 10 that everything that i am going through she has already been through and knows how i feel.Same goes for leah she has been through everything i have ever been through and she knows what she is talking about.So 2 of my bestfriends happen to be 4 yrs. and much older then me but when you have a friendship that is strong like ours age is nothing but a number and you don't care what other people say or what they think because i defintely do not.i'm done.goodnight<3
I miss my babygirl.
I miss some of the old friends.
I miss soccer.
I miss the happy life...already.
My Senior yr. is starting in 2 days and i'm really not that excited to be honest.I'm scared to see what teachers i'm going to have but i'm also scared and a little anxious to see whose in my class.I miss a lot of people but at the same time i know that i will not talk to half of them anymore like i used to just cause i don't feel the need to.Everyone has either changed or grown up some for the good and some for the bad and to be honest i don't like how some people have grown up and changed for the worst.It's like the only thing majority of the people think about is partying and getting drunk and everything else.I'm not like that granted i like to go out but when school starts i just want to be focused and just keep my grades up.I want to go to a good college i want to experience the real world although my mom may think otherwise.I'm so sick and tired of people telling me what to do with my life.I want to do what i want.I want to make my own decisions that are good for me and not for everyone.I'm tired of people saying well thats i don't think you should do that and all that crap.I'm my own person and i'm never going to learn things if i don't make mistakes and learn form them.Thats how i tend to see it i make a mistake and i learn a valuable lesson from it.And i'm sick of people telling me that after i graduate i will on longer talk to my peeshna (ms.boroweic) anymore cause after you graduate you don't talk to any more teachers or anything.Just cause you may think that will happen to you or it did happen to you doesn't mean it will happen to me.We have a different kind of bond then most teacher students do.She's my best friend and i'm her best friend.Yes were bestfriends and if you don't like it then to bad.When i have a problem she's the first person i turn to because i have that much trust in her and same goes for her when she has a problem she talks to me about it.Despite our age difference i trust her more then any other adult in this world and because i know 9 times out of 10 that everything that i am going through she has already been through and knows how i feel.Same goes for leah she has been through everything i have ever been through and she knows what she is talking about.So 2 of my bestfriends happen to be 4 yrs. and much older then me but when you have a friendship that is strong like ours age is nothing but a number and you don't care what other people say or what they think because i defintely do not.i'm done.goodnight<3