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my mom moved into a tralior in stafford!!!! that means i can't walk to my friends' houses anymore! omg that sucks so much ass...cuz my mom used to live RIGHT next to jason..like walking distance!! and i miss being able to walk to Christine's..and T.J.'s and Amy's and Rhea's and Sarah's omg i miss all my friends coming over. that sucks so much fukcing ass. lucky i'm at my g-ma's and maybe she can drive me to my friends houses and she can take me to the mall so i can see jason. and i guess i'm lucky...until my g-ma moves to richmond which she's planning on doing within the next two months. so this is relly gunna suck for me. not being able to see my friends anymore. and not being able to see Jason =( man. i'm gunna fucking die. the place where my g-ma is moving to is on a fucking farm. and that sucks because i really like it in this house. it's so big. and it's a nice neighborhood. i mean the place where my mom used to live in triangle was kinda a shit-hole..but it's better then a fucking trailor. omg i can't wait till i'm 16 maybe i can get amancipated or however you spell it. cuz i need to see my friends and jason or i'll fucking go crazy. well i just hope my g-ma doesn't move..maybe i can convince her not to. oh and on top of that bullshit my mom said she's not ever getting the computer back. so fuck that. i'll just stay here. man it sucks here too because it's so far away from everybody, but maybe that's a good thing, since i moved in with my g-ma i havent been doing anything stupid. and that's good. and i have no friends here so it makes it easier to get all my homework done. so i can get good grades. so yeah i hope we stay here in manassas, i'm not trying to live on a farm or a trailor park. but yeah that's all that's new..nothing interesting happened..oh yeah Jake's back. =) he's so cool. haha Casey, Christine, Melanie, we're so funny...Becca's nose looks like a beak! lmfao! "we had an orgy last night jake was sooo good =P" haha that's gunna be funny.
i love jason!! erg! i want him back so bad!!
ahh only like 28 days till my birthday! =)
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