Hmm
Some days everything just feels wrong somehow - but in most cases, with hindsight, merely the usual number of things were wrong. So I suppose in those cases you should just generalize from your average. (therefore in conclusion, today is retroactively canceled)
Rereading this journal has been interesting. My pain today happens to be decently high, maybe a seven or so, and it’s always a struggle to keep my thinking straight with that going on (where’s that painting scale of pain again - ok Van Gogh is a six? Five seems a little too lucid so that’s prob right). It’s just neat to think about life before it was a major factor. It really was pretty good as recently as two weeks ago, so I am hoping it settles back down.
Still playing a little Magic these days; there was an omniscience draft this weekend that was a ton of fun but the lack of interaction beyond people preemptively telling me good game is a little bit of a downer. Yes, I realized the chat feature in mtgo was/is mostly a salt dispenser, but generally I would win people over and/or make cat puns.
Lastly: watching Umbrella Academy. So good and it’s really hard not to spoiler myself but I am going to trust that it will deliver the goods. Really want to binge it and that’s just not how multi-child life works (...ok I mean it can, but not if your partner’s watching a show with you. serial irresponsibility only, never parallel. That’s much too efficient).
Rereading this journal has been interesting. My pain today happens to be decently high, maybe a seven or so, and it’s always a struggle to keep my thinking straight with that going on (where’s that painting scale of pain again - ok Van Gogh is a six? Five seems a little too lucid so that’s prob right). It’s just neat to think about life before it was a major factor. It really was pretty good as recently as two weeks ago, so I am hoping it settles back down.
Still playing a little Magic these days; there was an omniscience draft this weekend that was a ton of fun but the lack of interaction beyond people preemptively telling me good game is a little bit of a downer. Yes, I realized the chat feature in mtgo was/is mostly a salt dispenser, but generally I would win people over and/or make cat puns.
Lastly: watching Umbrella Academy. So good and it’s really hard not to spoiler myself but I am going to trust that it will deliver the goods. Really want to binge it and that’s just not how multi-child life works (...ok I mean it can, but not if your partner’s watching a show with you. serial irresponsibility only, never parallel. That’s much too efficient).