Pain has been on the rise for days now. I guess I have been doing more than I should, but I hate feeling like I make no contribution to the household. It is frustrating, to both
malgoroth and me, that he is left to do most, if not all, of the house stuff, even with his full time job. I have found that whenever it seems that I have found my rhythm, limit or boundary, and think I can use it as a gage, the rhythm, limits and boundaries change, and I am back where I started from.
Suckiness of suckatude.