grr
if i thought that being cut deep hurts, getting it done so many times that ir doesnt even hurt anymore cause you flesh has been mangled to the point of shock... that is a completely different level of hurt... i wanna do the right thing and walk a away but i cant... it sucks... just cant do it... she takes my heart with her... and shes on a roller coaster... i dont even know why i write on this shit anymore...