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just a few things that i wrote out, now im posting them for jm to read... even though he told on me and i heard from somone who heard from somone what i did...
friend what word is used more inaccuratly... people assume that somone earns friendship over time by gaining trust... maybe thats what has destroyed humans everytime... somehow we come back... friendships definition has destroyed humanity... friendship should be taken away not given or earned. your my friend in all matters of the word untill you do something to make me not like you even then if i do call you a friend i should let you continue as my friend because thats what friends do they forgive.......
(as i wrote down those dots i started to fuck up the order cause i was pretty fucked up when i look at what i had drawn i drew an arrow to the straight dots and wrote NO MORE COMFORMITY)
leads to the next part of the napkin writing at bruno's
any fuck ups im leaving in there by the way
im too much of a non-conformist to be an architecture. too much to the point that i dont trive to be anything but just remain nothing. now i understand music even more were all people try to show were deeper then we really are... but in the end if i understand that i dont want to remain content i should tell people im even deeper... deeper then knowing im deep and choose to ignore it so that i feel even deeper... the more i think about it the more i raises more questions... whats the meaning of life? EASY its to unlock our minds... fun how when you do something to unlock other parts of your brain your body shuts down other protions like motor skills so you can't take in into account or trust yourself afterwards for thinking... there is a WAR going on and its in your head our body is the land our soul its common people the powers controling are our conscience vs subconscience mind over itself to control the soul who only knows whats up when you alter the mind your head cant control your soul if you do things to mess with is deffences.
so who is controling me now? my mind wich is the same shit conscience or not... they work the same for the same porpose to control the soul to stop if from controling it own land (the body) like politics like everything it all spawns from smaller and smaller things. that all esentially are the same so why go on keep trying continue thinking? we dont know thats what were trying to unlock and science has failed they are just too smart to let us know... we need to go back to our origins with all the data we have now and start there... the awnser to life is not complicated its simple amost one word like... i used to say love and honstly i belive it... we need to learn to love ourselves(mind over body...) then each other(wife) then we understand it so we need to create it...(kids) then study it disconnected but never really. it a part of you.. were all apart of somone else... something... atom... adam? same shit were all one we are the TRINITY we are all our God=us=love=hate=muder= it is all the same its all apart of it... love is life and death and everything between... its the awnser to everything.... if you belive in love you dont need relidion and if you have faith in love then you can lead a good life.....
i started to draw lines in the shape of a axis then filled the white spaces up while always going throught the same point in the middle... reminded me of and eye so...
IRISS
our eye
is an icon to our true
calling as people.. no matter how
we might think we are apart
from one another we ar all the same
i then drew a face... i really cant tell wethere its a girl or boy ohh well
then after i finished the drawing i looked at it and wrote down "two face?"
i then played darts and it was awsome cause as much as i love darts i really fucking love darts even more so now
ohh and this is for jm
u and me are different but we agree on looking to understand more... if you ever want to do it just get prepared to be able to try and make notes or it... i trust you. your the only one that knows that ive done this ACID (were the only one)
alright guys my hands hurt and re-reading what i was thinking about had giving me a headache just remembering how much my mind was racing on monday... later
friend what word is used more inaccuratly... people assume that somone earns friendship over time by gaining trust... maybe thats what has destroyed humans everytime... somehow we come back... friendships definition has destroyed humanity... friendship should be taken away not given or earned. your my friend in all matters of the word untill you do something to make me not like you even then if i do call you a friend i should let you continue as my friend because thats what friends do they forgive.......
(as i wrote down those dots i started to fuck up the order cause i was pretty fucked up when i look at what i had drawn i drew an arrow to the straight dots and wrote NO MORE COMFORMITY)
leads to the next part of the napkin writing at bruno's
any fuck ups im leaving in there by the way
im too much of a non-conformist to be an architecture. too much to the point that i dont trive to be anything but just remain nothing. now i understand music even more were all people try to show were deeper then we really are... but in the end if i understand that i dont want to remain content i should tell people im even deeper... deeper then knowing im deep and choose to ignore it so that i feel even deeper... the more i think about it the more i raises more questions... whats the meaning of life? EASY its to unlock our minds... fun how when you do something to unlock other parts of your brain your body shuts down other protions like motor skills so you can't take in into account or trust yourself afterwards for thinking... there is a WAR going on and its in your head our body is the land our soul its common people the powers controling are our conscience vs subconscience mind over itself to control the soul who only knows whats up when you alter the mind your head cant control your soul if you do things to mess with is deffences.
so who is controling me now? my mind wich is the same shit conscience or not... they work the same for the same porpose to control the soul to stop if from controling it own land (the body) like politics like everything it all spawns from smaller and smaller things. that all esentially are the same so why go on keep trying continue thinking? we dont know thats what were trying to unlock and science has failed they are just too smart to let us know... we need to go back to our origins with all the data we have now and start there... the awnser to life is not complicated its simple amost one word like... i used to say love and honstly i belive it... we need to learn to love ourselves(mind over body...) then each other(wife) then we understand it so we need to create it...(kids) then study it disconnected but never really. it a part of you.. were all apart of somone else... something... atom... adam? same shit were all one we are the TRINITY we are all our God=us=love=hate=muder= it is all the same its all apart of it... love is life and death and everything between... its the awnser to everything.... if you belive in love you dont need relidion and if you have faith in love then you can lead a good life.....
i started to draw lines in the shape of a axis then filled the white spaces up while always going throught the same point in the middle... reminded me of and eye so...
IRISS
our eye
is an icon to our true
calling as people.. no matter how
we might think we are apart
from one another we ar all the same
i then drew a face... i really cant tell wethere its a girl or boy ohh well
then after i finished the drawing i looked at it and wrote down "two face?"
i then played darts and it was awsome cause as much as i love darts i really fucking love darts even more so now
ohh and this is for jm
u and me are different but we agree on looking to understand more... if you ever want to do it just get prepared to be able to try and make notes or it... i trust you. your the only one that knows that ive done this ACID (were the only one)
alright guys my hands hurt and re-reading what i was thinking about had giving me a headache just remembering how much my mind was racing on monday... later