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[overtinymatters]

i'm sorry i didn't call. and that i wasn't good at writing back you when you wrote. i wrote back but i just didn't send. stupid. i guess you just think someone will be around forever.
i'm last entry was not necassary. i'm sorry that was the last thing you had to read that i wrote. but you still commented with "iloveyou"
i've had the cloth poster you gave me up since i got it. i see it now hanging on the wall in my room.and every letter you had ever sent me in a special place. i cherish them always.i just miss you.

Every poem i wrote for her,minus one.:

your eyes pierce me like the
beating sun in the depth of summer.
your touch as smooth as the ocean.
the daises blow in the wind,
your favorite.
not long before were together again.
(i miss you)

I saw you today.
Wearing your "captain of the navy" shirt
Your long beautiful hair
Your light colored eyes
Your radiant beauty
But it wasn't really you
It was me wishing it was
I see you everyday
But only by mistake
WE've never said a word
So i know your not her,
To see you everyday.
Wow that would be a wonderful world.

I SAw you today...
Twice.
With your beautiful hair..and your light green eyes.
you smiled at me.
..but it couldn't be.
you weren't the one for me...
just a look alike...wanna be.
Your not the girl i love.
for you can *never be.
..Because who is...is truly an amazing lady**

if i told you i wished for you,
would you believe me?
Or that the sun shined just for you,
would you believe me?
Or that your always the star that shines the brightest,
would you believe me?
for i did wish for you,
your the sun when it's shines,
and always the brightest star..

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So you can struggle in the water and be too stubborn to die,
or you could just let go and be lifted to the sky.