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My mom called me at work late this afternoon (about 4:30) to tell me that they had to take my grandma to the hospital because her heart rate was WAY down (like 29). I almost threw up immediately. She is 93 and has been failing for the last 10 years. When I see her, she knows my face, but can't remember my name. I love that old lady. She's the best. I had a bad feeling wave over me at about 8:50pm tonight. I don't know what's going on, because my mom is still at the hospital. I don't know if I should call there or not. I've been having a small anxiety attack for the last 20 minutes. I just want to know what's going on. I know that when she goes, she will go straight to heaven because she is an angel. She is the sweetest, most caring person I know. Her life has been Hell. I know God has a special place for her....but.....she's my grandma, and I have a special place for her too.
*cries*
*cries*