nothing i do don't do nothing but bring me more to do
eaten today:
bowl of cherrios w/ skim + 1/8 c granola - 200 cals
apple - 80
banana - 100
sandwhich - 250
(rye bread - 180 cals, one slice of turkey - 50 cals, peppers, olives, lettuce, mustard -20 cals)
oatmeal - 200
saltines - 150 cals
hard-boiled egg - 70
total: 1050
burned: -500
intake + outake = 550 calories
And the laxatives too... :/
My workout got cut short today because I forgot that I had my roommate's keys with me. Cosnequently, as of right now I feel shitty. Another reason I feel shitty is that everything on that list, except for the bowl of cheerios, were consumed in the past 20 minutes. I'm astounded by my utter lack of self control.
It is supposed to be beautiful outside for the next few days, and there is going to be a LOT of partying going down, because some friends of friends are coming in town to visit. I wish I didn't care so very much about what I look like.
Even more though, I wish I had the gumption to get back to looking how I want to. Also, I have a load of school work to do this weekend because the bulimia monster ate my week. I didn't do anything this week.
I'm so off of my game lately, god dammit.
It's true, I do uimbue my blue unto myself, I make it bitter.
bowl of cherrios w/ skim + 1/8 c granola - 200 cals
apple - 80
banana - 100
sandwhich - 250
(rye bread - 180 cals, one slice of turkey - 50 cals, peppers, olives, lettuce, mustard -20 cals)
oatmeal - 200
saltines - 150 cals
hard-boiled egg - 70
total: 1050
burned: -500
intake + outake = 550 calories
And the laxatives too... :/
My workout got cut short today because I forgot that I had my roommate's keys with me. Cosnequently, as of right now I feel shitty. Another reason I feel shitty is that everything on that list, except for the bowl of cheerios, were consumed in the past 20 minutes. I'm astounded by my utter lack of self control.
It is supposed to be beautiful outside for the next few days, and there is going to be a LOT of partying going down, because some friends of friends are coming in town to visit. I wish I didn't care so very much about what I look like.
Even more though, I wish I had the gumption to get back to looking how I want to. Also, I have a load of school work to do this weekend because the bulimia monster ate my week. I didn't do anything this week.
I'm so off of my game lately, god dammit.
It's true, I do uimbue my blue unto myself, I make it bitter.