why

Aug 04, 2010 06:24

cant you sleep. they said i wouldnt be able to. marc said he couldnt sleep forever when he quit drinking.i cant hardly take this. it sucks im doing nothing but shaking and praying and nothing is happening. Jesus just let me sleep. this is my second night with none. last night i prayed for death. tonight i just want sleep. hopefully not much longer for the detox. then i think things will get better. big day ahead of me today. meeting. yard work. laying around the pool. just help me for today. we will worry about thursday when it comes. why did i wait so long to do this.
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