Jumpin on the water wagon
yeah about time again. Did not last too long last time. its for the best. It is prolly the #1 problem in my life. if I could think clearly for more than 3 days at a time i'd be alot farther. I know alot of friends supported me. And I KNOW alot of you want nothing to do with me now. But im pretty sure if I can actually do it this time and ACTUALLY try maybe you'll remember the old me. I know it will take a long time to regain your trust, all of yours but that is what im gonna do. Or imma end up where my dad is. worst than that i wont have any of the friends i have loved so dear for so long. to everyone i am sorry. I have been a fool. This is not my first apology. but i really hope it is gonna be my last. goodnight