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school's going well this semester, and i'm generally happy, but i still miss being home and home friends. i dont think i'll ever meet people who are better than yall :-) i think ive become a bit of a hermit this semester... i get too stressed out otherwise haha and i dont mind it. its weird kinda. i mean, i see people dont worry lol but it's so easy. i like living in my house. i can be a hermit and not feel like i'm living in a hole in the wall all alone lol.
this isnt very coherent cause it's too late to be coherent. but i felt like posting, so here i am.
ive realized this semester that i can make my own happiness. i just mean that if you are just happy and dont allow yourself to get drawn up in stupid day to day shit, life is so much better. i know this is obvious haha but sometimes it just doesnt work, and right now it is working. i'm trying really hard to just keep my emotions even and not get too worried or stressed about anything. going ok so far. last week was Meh... i realized that being productive makes me happy, and have been SO much better at not procrastinating, but last week/ tongith i sort of went into a relapse so i'm trying to get back on track.
ok, goodnight ... one of these days i'll write a real entry
this isnt very coherent cause it's too late to be coherent. but i felt like posting, so here i am.
ive realized this semester that i can make my own happiness. i just mean that if you are just happy and dont allow yourself to get drawn up in stupid day to day shit, life is so much better. i know this is obvious haha but sometimes it just doesnt work, and right now it is working. i'm trying really hard to just keep my emotions even and not get too worried or stressed about anything. going ok so far. last week was Meh... i realized that being productive makes me happy, and have been SO much better at not procrastinating, but last week/ tongith i sort of went into a relapse so i'm trying to get back on track.
ok, goodnight ... one of these days i'll write a real entry