Re: Goddess WTF?malkatshevaAugust 14 2008, 13:20:27 UTC
Well, I am pleased to hear that at least you know this person in real life. That's good news overall. So, okay, let me stay with it a little longer -- she represents something good from a looooong time ago. Maybe it was wonderful then, I don't know. It seems like a bit of a red flag to me when you call her Goddess. If you really love the real her, why don't you just call her, y'know, Suzanne or whatever her name is?
I realize you are a pagan and that the term "goddess" has special resonance for you. But the thing is, we transient humans cannot have an equal peer relationship with a member of the transcendent divine -- how could that be? Even when manifested in flesh, a divine being is still a divine being.
Okay, gotta lay off before I get sucked into a vortex of kabbalistic metaphysical rambling. Back to reality.
She lives in your old hometown. Were you thinking of moving back there? How would that affect your parenting responsibilities? Or would she move to your town? Do you think she'll like your daughter? What if your daughter doesn't care for her?
Understand -- it is really two separate issues.
1. Should you get divorced or not? 2. Should you pursue a relationship with Goddess?
I think these things ought to be weighed on their own merits. Maybe divorcing is the right choice, I don't know. But it shouldn't be "divorcing to be with Goddess." Particularly since, as we all know, sometimes things do not work out the way we imagined they would.
As for Goddess, I just can't see it as a good option for you. It just smacks of going backward, somehow. You need to go forward. You might dream that being with her would take away the misery and discomfort you're enduring lately, but I suggest that there's no avoiding these things just now -- they are simply part of your journey at this time.
A further consideration: even as she represents a sort of golden past happiness to you, I bet that you represent the same to her. The handsome, charming, sexy boy from long ago, ahh, how happy he made her feel. . . but you are not that boy anymore. I mean, you are still handsome, charming and sexy, but you're an older, sadder person who has been through a whole gauntlet of difficulties. You won't transport her the way she remembers, because those carefree, happy, stupid, innocent days of youth are lost for all of us. That's what Shaw means when he says, "Youth is wasted on the young." How would you feel if you eviscerated your life to be with this woman, only to have her kick you to the curb?
I realize you are a pagan and that the term "goddess" has special resonance for you. But the thing is, we transient humans cannot have an equal peer relationship with a member of the transcendent divine -- how could that be? Even when manifested in flesh, a divine being is still a divine being.
Okay, gotta lay off before I get sucked into a vortex of kabbalistic metaphysical rambling. Back to reality.
She lives in your old hometown. Were you thinking of moving back there? How would that affect your parenting responsibilities? Or would she move to your town? Do you think she'll like your daughter? What if your daughter doesn't care for her?
Understand -- it is really two separate issues.
1. Should you get divorced or not?
2. Should you pursue a relationship with Goddess?
I think these things ought to be weighed on their own merits. Maybe divorcing is the right choice, I don't know. But it shouldn't be "divorcing to be with Goddess." Particularly since, as we all know, sometimes things do not work out the way we imagined they would.
As for Goddess, I just can't see it as a good option for you. It just smacks of going backward, somehow. You need to go forward. You might dream that being with her would take away the misery and discomfort you're enduring lately, but I suggest that there's no avoiding these things just now -- they are simply part of your journey at this time.
A further consideration: even as she represents a sort of golden past happiness to you, I bet that you represent the same to her. The handsome, charming, sexy boy from long ago, ahh, how happy he made her feel. . . but you are not that boy anymore. I mean, you are still handsome, charming and sexy, but you're an older, sadder person who has been through a whole gauntlet of difficulties. You won't transport her the way she remembers, because those carefree, happy, stupid, innocent days of youth are lost for all of us. That's what Shaw means when he says, "Youth is wasted on the young." How would you feel if you eviscerated your life to be with this woman, only to have her kick you to the curb?
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