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More work and fun.
Had a lot of people from my squad over on saturday for a cookout and just getting to know each other. One kid just recently hit his one year mark in the Army so we had to pop his cherry (covered head to toe in shaving cream, I'll post pictures later). We grilled, did a lot of standing around and laughing.
Another one has gotten married recently and is getting screwing over on getting the rest of his pay, it's fun to figure out.
Sheniah starts school in a couple of days (yeah, they start pretty early, they get a lot more long weekends than most) so we're all looking forward to that. And Tanya plans on taking ther certification test soon.
Speaking of my wife, home life is not only better than it was before I left but she seems to be a lot calmer about life in general.
I'm still confused as to just what the fuck I want to do. I still want to leave, just to be out of this marriage. I still want to have a life with Goddess. But at the same time, I feel like an idiot for wanting to leave a marriage that realy doesn't have that much wrong with it (compared to various marriages that we both hear about) or feel like shit for being so selfish about what I want to be willing to put my daughter through all that. Dazed and confused, it just isn't funny anymore.
Had a lot of people from my squad over on saturday for a cookout and just getting to know each other. One kid just recently hit his one year mark in the Army so we had to pop his cherry (covered head to toe in shaving cream, I'll post pictures later). We grilled, did a lot of standing around and laughing.
Another one has gotten married recently and is getting screwing over on getting the rest of his pay, it's fun to figure out.
Sheniah starts school in a couple of days (yeah, they start pretty early, they get a lot more long weekends than most) so we're all looking forward to that. And Tanya plans on taking ther certification test soon.
Speaking of my wife, home life is not only better than it was before I left but she seems to be a lot calmer about life in general.
I'm still confused as to just what the fuck I want to do. I still want to leave, just to be out of this marriage. I still want to have a life with Goddess. But at the same time, I feel like an idiot for wanting to leave a marriage that realy doesn't have that much wrong with it (compared to various marriages that we both hear about) or feel like shit for being so selfish about what I want to be willing to put my daughter through all that. Dazed and confused, it just isn't funny anymore.